I just kind of feel like I’m still failing no matter how hard I try - life just has different plans for me I guess.

I’m still single despite being hopelessly, foolishly in love with someone (it’s a story), I have no savings, no safety net, no fall back plan, just a roof I’m barely keeping over our heads, two cats, and said 19 year old is starting to show traits of his bio-dad who he doesn’t know (another story).

Ooh. I may need to do this. There’s so much depth to everything he produces, and he’s probably the only k-pop artist I’d drop a huge amount of money to actually see live, so that all interests me.

I’ll be honest - it’s Suga more than BTS that I like. While they’re all amazingly talented, there’s just something about Yoongi that caught me. But thanks!

Thanks! I’ll look into that. I’ve only gotten into K-pop in the last year and a half or so, and I’m definitely part of the elder emo/metal to k-pop pipeline lol

Now, before any music peeps chime in - yes, I know all about the Jesse Lacey controversy- but the man said he’s done the work to correct things/behaviors/addictions, so I’m willing to give him the benefit of the doubt, and also separate the artist from the art.

My sappy, sentimental self has a list of people I want to write goodbye letters to, but I don’t even know how to start most of them. My hands shake too much to even write today. I know this is a good thing, progress in my career, but goodbye for the third time is harder this time.

I am trying to focus on the things I DID get done, but the amount of stuff in my house is practically suffocating and I’m so far behind on it all that it’s just… it’s a lot. Add to that having to leave my store for a whole new one AGAIN, leaving behind people I adore above anything… ugh.