ME TOOO
i really really hope this all gets sorted out by the time pitching is doneeee EUGHHH

YEA IM HOPING THEY GET IT😭EITHER WAY IF THIS DOES NOT WORK LITEARLLY THE ONLY OTHER THING I CAN THINK IF IS JUST GETTING A NEW ONE WITH A NEW EMAIL MAYBE??? (I can switch back to the old one after whatever is fucking it up wears off)
BUT THATS LIKE MY PLAN Z LOL

IDEK WHAT A COMPUTER TECG GUY CAN DO ABOUT THIS BUT FUCK IT IG. THATS NEXT.

any pretense she has of sparing a life so it can exepirence the dark and become better is tossed out. she just punches the shit out of him. and fucking distengrates him with a beam that was originally used to HURT GALAXIA WITH
she wanted him GONE

after that she beats the fuck out of zant. like full on 7 page muda shit. out of ANY villain in light+dark besides one i haven't fully made yet she fucking DESPISES him not only for her own emotional turmoil that he took advantage of for the body swap but also what he did to agalia

or let yourself still be yourself and throw in your own ideas then you'll never have a chance to even explore basic things with femminity happily. exepirences you never had won't make you you, but they won't lessen you as a whole.
your still just as beautiful as anyone else.

and well she wasn't feeling good about her body then. this just made it worse.
eventually though she comes around to her idea of femminity being something that is special and unique and just as beautiful as everyone elses
someones idea of a lady can help you, but if you don't have any of your own-

which even though she likes the wedding dress she also ends up feeling as though its the kind of thing that cements it so shes not actually a woman since she'd perfer other things to wear, even if they are dresses too
this gets worse when zant body swaps with her

honestly its not even like a cute outfit its a big central plotpoint in the whole captain zant thing LOL
sue feels very cornered and feels dyshphoric over the fact her idea of feminity and connecting with that is different and not something she can connect to others with most of the time

i just made it a listing i can usually knock these out in 2-3 hours depending how complex ya want it since all of these were made between classes. expect the most recent one i couldn't to finish that one cuz i kept redrawing the fox

-TODAY. TODAY SHOULD BE THE THIRD DAY.
further proof of how fucked up my time is LMAO

relestically maybe i should wait again just one more night to see if anything happens?? but idk man. im just tired of this and want a actual laptop i can use again. even worse my headphones are like detorating right now so like. cool.

apparently if its any better, tommorow would be the 3rd day i think this started? i dont even know man, my sense of time from this has been jsut. completely and utterly fucked from the whole "waiting 2 hours everytime my computer froze every 5 minutes"

ive been stressed for like these past 2 DAYS because of this, nearly missed registering for my classes, all cause of a dumbass misconception that started from equally stupid freezing problems
id get a new computer but i still have some files on there that id like to get (mainly drawings)