*Entirely different

And i really dont have any attachments. I do have friends whom i genuinely care about, but thats it

How or what to feel about em. Like one of those "you only know the feeling when it happened to you." Maybe its like that for me, maybe not

But the empathy part? Yea i do realize that i have it. Not as bad as described by people with the disorder, but yes i do have it.
But im still wondering if it's just bc things never happened to me so i wouldnt know

Or maybe im an earl 2010s chuuni

Or that i actually do have aspd. Or bpd. Or autism idk my feelings for others kinda muted for some reason lol its fucking empty as shiiii