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Miri
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This is genuinely how I've been feeling I hate everything and I can't deal with it and the people I was closest with don't seem to like me either. But like, worse this time. I feel like bad things are coming and its making everything feel pointless
December 22, 2024 at 12:42 PM
Dude it's crazy how many people hate me for weird reasons. Apparently my friend's mom despises me bc I apparently didn't say please or thank you for food? Even tho she's never cooked for us when we come over? And one time I talked about cooking Fettuccine and she got mad bc I cooked it too long
December 17, 2024 at 7:39 PM
I don't know if fanfics will make me feel better at this point bros. It's joever
December 17, 2024 at 2:37 PM
Nothing I say EVER matters. I always think things are good, getting better, even.... Then I try to express how I feel and suddenly I'm irrational or naggy. My opinions and my feelings are just "annoying" and I'm never in the right somehow. I feel so defeated and disrespected I can't take this
December 17, 2024 at 2:36 PM
I'm uncomfortable with the thought that his dad can just walk in at any time, even if I'm alone. "Oh, he'll knock and let you know" ok what if I'm napping? What if I just want to be alone? I hate this I feel like I'll never be comfortable enough to move in, I have to sacrifice my comfort and safety
December 11, 2024 at 10:14 AM
No one in my real life actually cares about me and they're done trying to pretend. So much negativity and hatred and everyone hates me and I have no friends from years of unchecked BPD
December 11, 2024 at 9:32 AM
Everytime I buy something kind of expensive and I'm excited to show everyone, they tell me it's crappily made and a waste of money and why did I buy this and like why can't anyone pretend to be nice, im always excited to share cool things but no one gives a FUCK
December 11, 2024 at 9:30 AM
I don't even like my favorite shows right now none of them or their fanfictions are comforting me this time
December 10, 2024 at 11:54 PM
Why does everyone in my life treat me like fucking shit I can't take this anymore
December 10, 2024 at 11:53 PM
I wish this place had private accounts
December 10, 2024 at 11:52 PM
My favorite characters wouldn't treat me like the people in my life do
December 10, 2024 at 11:51 PM
Hi I'm back
October 19, 2024 at 3:46 PM
I keep thinking about how I'm so dumb and I'm always annoying ppl and it's making me really upset
March 22, 2024 at 11:16 PM
fuck off
February 29, 2024 at 1:45 AM
I honestly don't like most of my friends anymore and most of them stopped talking to me when I stopped starting the convo. I feel bad but also some of them put me in a dangerous situation. they def made a gc without me also since ours has been inactive since July LMAO
January 20, 2024 at 12:28 AM
honestly it upsets me when someone insists and argues w me "you said that earlier!" when I didn't. I struggle with knowing what's real or I hallucinated it and it makes me spiral and question reality
January 19, 2024 at 2:44 AM
do you guys ever just want to purge your accounts and make them only about your current hyperfixation
January 8, 2024 at 8:12 PM
I have intense Majima brainrot I love the age gap fanfic I need it to be CONTINUED!!!!
January 4, 2024 at 1:48 AM
reading fanfics can be a bit detrimental to me at times because the second someone says something mean to me I start imagining the characters in the current story I'm reading as my nice friends
January 2, 2024 at 5:30 AM
feeling pissed off ATM ppl are so fucking rude
January 2, 2024 at 2:00 AM
my work keeps the thermostat below 60 every day no matter the weather and even the space heater doesn't help I'm so FUCKING COLD
December 20, 2023 at 6:15 PM
I was like "I'm gonna reread some of my favorite fanfics to get inspired to keep writing" bc I went into work at 12pm instead of 10am and I didn't all I did was scroll through Twitter and Instagram reels lol I'm stupid brained
December 19, 2023 at 6:14 PM
here partially to escape this one YGO account that keeps sending me unwanted dms lol
December 19, 2023 at 3:41 AM