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Mira 🩷 . ִ ࣪ ⋆ ೀ
@mirafracta.bsky.social
⚠️ MH/ED Acc | Chronically Sick ⚠️

Memoir of the Shards ♡ Adult ♡ Minors DNI

165cm | LW: 95.4bs | CW: 103lbs | GW: 90lbs
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Mirafracta . ִ ࣪ ⋆ ೀ

♡ Not new, never have been
♡ Chronically Sick | Disabled
♡ Mentally Ill ⚠️ ED Warning
♡ Queer | She/They/He
♡ Born in the middle of the 90s
♡ Minors DNI 🔞 Adult

"Be careful what you wish for. You might get exactly what you want."
If I gain again tomorrow I may have to be insane
November 19, 2025 at 9:11 PM
Fr if anybody can give me an answer why I bounced up 3lbs in deficit in around two weeks 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️ I always retain fluid post big tattoos but NOT like that
7th: 743kcal | 100.6lbs
8th: 673kcal
9th: 899kcal
10th: 1,930kcal | 100.8lbs (Tattoo prep)
11th: 535kcal
12th: 1719kcal (Tattoo, full half calf)
13th: 715kcal
14th: 586kcal | 102.2kcal
15th: 1,257kcal | 102.8kcal
16th: 557kcal
17th: 681kcal
18th: 765kcal

Then today I'm 103.6lbs?! 😭
November 19, 2025 at 11:20 AM
This is from the 7th to today— I've eaten in a deficit every day ??? I've been doing OMAD for two weeks too ??? I had a tattoo a week ago but *surely* the water retention can't be that bad 😭

Somebody help me out here— my measurements haven't changed!!
November 19, 2025 at 9:55 AM
So my dietician finally got referred back to mr and oh boy. She was like "you get zero protein please God eat an egg. Soya milk. Anything"

Soooo angels and freaks any low cal protein advice before I snuff it?
November 18, 2025 at 11:29 AM
Insta's started showing me weight loss ads 💀💀 losing my mind
November 17, 2025 at 5:26 PM
If I had my way I'd fast until Friday but I think my other half may suspect me of being deliberately insane if I do. I may simply start telling lies 😶
November 16, 2025 at 9:31 PM
Can somebody tell me why I was 102.8lbs today. My total was *586kcal* after a 24 hour fast 😭😭
I'M HAVING A MENTY B. 102.2lbs?! I had 715kcal yesterday and fasted for 19 hours. Albeit I do have a fresh tattoo the length of my shin and the swelling is tangiable 🥺

I always do this after big tattoos. "Waugh why has my weight jumped and won't go down!!" You have a giant, swelling *open* wound
I want you all to know that if the scale isn't behaving itself tomorrow I'm going to have a menty b. As a treat
November 15, 2025 at 9:09 AM
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November 14, 2025 at 8:44 AM
I'M HAVING A MENTY B. 102.2lbs?! I had 715kcal yesterday and fasted for 19 hours. Albeit I do have a fresh tattoo the length of my shin and the swelling is tangiable 🥺

I always do this after big tattoos. "Waugh why has my weight jumped and won't go down!!" You have a giant, swelling *open* wound
I want you all to know that if the scale isn't behaving itself tomorrow I'm going to have a menty b. As a treat
November 14, 2025 at 10:01 AM
I want you all to know that if the scale isn't behaving itself tomorrow I'm going to have a menty b. As a treat
November 13, 2025 at 8:22 PM
I'm now boiling apples in preparation to break my fast with a hard hit of pectin and sorbital :) I'm sure that stimulant lax hasn't hit yet and I am not looking forwards to dying when it does
In order of insane events I:

Used a glycerin suppository lax
Drank an osmotic lax
Took a stimulant lax

If there is anything left in my digestive system by the end of this I will do a salt purge. This is a threat, intestines, do you hear me
November 13, 2025 at 3:58 PM
Romanticising the disorder like ah there really is nothing like the ✨️terminal cramp✨️ as you feel the stimulant laxative hit your guts. Thriving, radiant as my digestive system wheezes like dear fucking god why have you done this to me
November 13, 2025 at 11:43 AM
Laying out my lax selection like the girlies lay put their outfit for the day like :) normal activities
November 13, 2025 at 9:21 AM
Another day of needing calories to survive
Another day of preparing to lax myself to hell
November 12, 2025 at 9:23 PM
All this and my scale said I've jumped to 102.6lbs?! I ate 535kcal yesterday 😭 maybe I need to change the batteries in it
Pros of today: the lax hit and yesterday's mistakes are Gone. *And* I did a 24 hour fast :3

Cons of today: I have a huge tattoo tomorrow and this is moron behaviour
November 12, 2025 at 9:13 AM
Pros of today: the lax hit and yesterday's mistakes are Gone. *And* I did a 24 hour fast :3

Cons of today: I have a huge tattoo tomorrow and this is moron behaviour
November 11, 2025 at 8:40 PM
The raw hysteria of being underweight and insta spamming me weight loss ads like girl. I'm trying okay. My BMR is so low the bar is under the GROUND
November 10, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Cornered into around 2k kcal today after the doctor caught me shaking at my appointment. Not so bad because I can't be fucked up like that to get ink done but also. What the fuck.
November 10, 2025 at 8:28 PM
Ok doctors appointment to try and get ADHD medication actually sorted out. Wouldn't that be nice

If it makes my TMD worse I may kill somebody
November 10, 2025 at 8:16 AM
Ok plateau at 100.8lbs ??? Why ??? I'm in deficit? 💀💀 in the follicular phase!! I have a tattoo on Wednesday I cannooooot be eating so low on that day. Well I can but my artist would strangle me
November 10, 2025 at 8:15 AM
Despite having a grand 673kcal yesterday I have gained like 0.2lbs. Kms
Prayer circle in the chat that I'mnunder 100lbs again today thank u
November 9, 2025 at 9:57 AM
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Me when ⭐ving involves feeling hungry (shocking)
November 9, 2025 at 4:30 AM
Prayer circle in the chat that I'mnunder 100lbs again today thank u
November 9, 2025 at 9:15 AM
The only thing with OMAD is that you eat your meal and then that's it. I'm not physically hungry but I pine for a cookie

The scale better read like 3lbs tomorrow istg
November 8, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Me: damn why am I shaking violently for no reason
Also me: gone back to fasting and eating as little as possible

Idiot
November 7, 2025 at 10:16 PM