Nvm my brain is too fried
December 19, 2024 at 4:11 AM
Nvm my brain is too fried
I cannot sleep so I will chat with ai bots
December 19, 2024 at 3:55 AM
I cannot sleep so I will chat with ai bots
I remember when my dad was always watching some sort of movie every time I walked past where he usually sits at
Now that he’s gone, it just feels too quiet. It don’t feel the same without the Vietnamese movie playing in the back
Now that he’s gone, it just feels too quiet. It don’t feel the same without the Vietnamese movie playing in the back
December 18, 2024 at 3:55 AM
I remember when my dad was always watching some sort of movie every time I walked past where he usually sits at
Now that he’s gone, it just feels too quiet. It don’t feel the same without the Vietnamese movie playing in the back
Now that he’s gone, it just feels too quiet. It don’t feel the same without the Vietnamese movie playing in the back
I dunno it’s depressing yet relaxing (for lack of a better term) because at least I know that now he’s going to rest easy but hes also not here and it feels so off. I don’t know it feels so surreal. I miss you dad, I love you so much
December 16, 2024 at 4:28 AM
I dunno it’s depressing yet relaxing (for lack of a better term) because at least I know that now he’s going to rest easy but hes also not here and it feels so off. I don’t know it feels so surreal. I miss you dad, I love you so much
I’m having thoughts about dad. It still feels so surreal, like it’s almost like a dream (and a bad one at that)
Like, we had the funeral yesterday and the little memorial thing you do at graves and now knowing that he’s buried and not alive feels so. Weird
Like he was here a year ago but like
Like, we had the funeral yesterday and the little memorial thing you do at graves and now knowing that he’s buried and not alive feels so. Weird
Like he was here a year ago but like
December 16, 2024 at 4:26 AM
I’m having thoughts about dad. It still feels so surreal, like it’s almost like a dream (and a bad one at that)
Like, we had the funeral yesterday and the little memorial thing you do at graves and now knowing that he’s buried and not alive feels so. Weird
Like he was here a year ago but like
Like, we had the funeral yesterday and the little memorial thing you do at graves and now knowing that he’s buried and not alive feels so. Weird
Like he was here a year ago but like
Why did this dude start posting porn all of a sudden I’m not complaining but it’s very peculiar
December 16, 2024 at 3:49 AM
Why did this dude start posting porn all of a sudden I’m not complaining but it’s very peculiar
I can’t sleep. Waaaaaaaa
December 11, 2024 at 4:39 AM
I can’t sleep. Waaaaaaaa
Sometimes I hate school
December 11, 2024 at 2:32 AM
Sometimes I hate school
Ebf5 is really fun, that big tank is the most intimidating enemy I’ve seen in a rpg game
December 8, 2024 at 6:35 AM
Ebf5 is really fun, that big tank is the most intimidating enemy I’ve seen in a rpg game
We had some relatives help us clean the house the other day, it’s crazy how much a room can change if you remove all the clutter from it
That being said, I still feel a little hollow inside. I kinda feel depressed
That being said, I still feel a little hollow inside. I kinda feel depressed
December 7, 2024 at 6:44 AM
We had some relatives help us clean the house the other day, it’s crazy how much a room can change if you remove all the clutter from it
That being said, I still feel a little hollow inside. I kinda feel depressed
That being said, I still feel a little hollow inside. I kinda feel depressed
One of the last things my dad ever did before he died was setting up a garage sale. I wonder if we can eventually do that
December 7, 2024 at 6:39 AM
One of the last things my dad ever did before he died was setting up a garage sale. I wonder if we can eventually do that
Sometimes I wonder if I’m mentally impaired or just really sleepy because today my brother asked me to leave the door to his room open (he has a cat) and I took it as him asking me to not have it open
Am I cooked
Am I cooked
December 6, 2024 at 4:36 AM
Sometimes I wonder if I’m mentally impaired or just really sleepy because today my brother asked me to leave the door to his room open (he has a cat) and I took it as him asking me to not have it open
Am I cooked
Am I cooked
There is an awful lot of political and anti Elon posts in my feed. I don’t care let me see my girls last tour
December 6, 2024 at 3:41 AM
There is an awful lot of political and anti Elon posts in my feed. I don’t care let me see my girls last tour
I learned how to script a kill brick in Roblox today. That’s pretty cool
December 6, 2024 at 3:30 AM
I learned how to script a kill brick in Roblox today. That’s pretty cool
I’m still very demotivated though. I can’t get myself to draw or do anything. Hopefully I can get myself to do something this night
December 5, 2024 at 9:44 PM
I’m still very demotivated though. I can’t get myself to draw or do anything. Hopefully I can get myself to do something this night
I’ve gotten a little better today, but the thought is still lingering around in my head. My uncles and aunts came around to help clean the house up today, and it definitely feels more better than the former environment I was in when my dad was still here
December 5, 2024 at 9:41 PM
I’ve gotten a little better today, but the thought is still lingering around in my head. My uncles and aunts came around to help clean the house up today, and it definitely feels more better than the former environment I was in when my dad was still here
Thank god for funny classmates. They don’t know how much they made my day. They’ve helped out my mood so much
December 4, 2024 at 7:43 PM
Thank god for funny classmates. They don’t know how much they made my day. They’ve helped out my mood so much
I’ll play some games to get my mind off of this. My brother told me it’ll get worse, and I don’t know f im prepared for that
December 4, 2024 at 6:28 AM
I’ll play some games to get my mind off of this. My brother told me it’ll get worse, and I don’t know f im prepared for that
I feel so pathetic bitching about something I have. No control over to what is a brick wall. Nobody is going to see this aand. Nobody will probavhoy ever see this until later down the line. I want to kill myself sobad
December 4, 2024 at 6:27 AM
I feel so pathetic bitching about something I have. No control over to what is a brick wall. Nobody is going to see this aand. Nobody will probavhoy ever see this until later down the line. I want to kill myself sobad
Just when I start to calm down another wave of guilt makes me start crying again. Fucking hate this so much it’s not even funny
December 4, 2024 at 6:27 AM
Just when I start to calm down another wave of guilt makes me start crying again. Fucking hate this so much it’s not even funny
God I miss my dad so much I wish I could have my dad teach me how to cook instead of me sitting in my room doomscrolling like a neet all day. I fucking miss him and it hasn’t even been 2 days. Kms kms kms kms kms
December 4, 2024 at 6:12 AM
God I miss my dad so much I wish I could have my dad teach me how to cook instead of me sitting in my room doomscrolling like a neet all day. I fucking miss him and it hasn’t even been 2 days. Kms kms kms kms kms
Errrrggg I feel so shitty right now I can’t sleep because of this
December 4, 2024 at 6:04 AM
Errrrggg I feel so shitty right now I can’t sleep because of this
I know that one day everyone will die, and I know that one day my parents will die, but I didn’t expect it to be so soon. It happened so fast. Idk how to feel about this. I knew that in my dads condition there wasn’t a good chance he’ll survive, but I just didn’t know how to deal with it
December 4, 2024 at 6:04 AM
I know that one day everyone will die, and I know that one day my parents will die, but I didn’t expect it to be so soon. It happened so fast. Idk how to feel about this. I knew that in my dads condition there wasn’t a good chance he’ll survive, but I just didn’t know how to deal with it
With each minute I feel worse. I feel more guilty. For the past day or so I’ve been crying and crying and I’ve been getting progressively more emotional. Is this what denial is? I hate this, I hate this so much. I wish my dad wasn’t dead. I couldn’t sleep because of this guilt
December 4, 2024 at 6:00 AM
With each minute I feel worse. I feel more guilty. For the past day or so I’ve been crying and crying and I’ve been getting progressively more emotional. Is this what denial is? I hate this, I hate this so much. I wish my dad wasn’t dead. I couldn’t sleep because of this guilt
Is this what grief feels like? This is shit
December 3, 2024 at 8:29 PM
Is this what grief feels like? This is shit