I HAVE MADE A DECISION TO NOT CONTINUE EMOJI ACCOUNTABILITY TRACKER.
Just cuz. It makes me binge more. Like i went 3 months without binging and now its like every week so yuh #edsky
#caterpillarsky

BINGED BUT UNDER 1300 SO YAAAY😭 APPROX 1242 could be more tho

Mostly venting but pls reply if you feel this way too, i hope im not alone #edsky #anabsky #caterpillarsky

But ive also got an ego and the idea of mistreating myself on purpouse is just bizarre. Like i know my worth and i trust my capabilities, im sucesfull academically and id be even better if i didnt waste my energy on an ed. Like do i really anorexia to be the thing keeping me from being my best?

1159kcal and 2km on a treadmill! Im back on track #edsky

1398kcal🥲 more then i would like but i did my best, even skipped breakfast and ate half of my lunch but my family pressured me into high cal dinner

1071kcal! Felt super tired the whole day

Checking in early #edsky wont be able to track going to bday party. Strategy is to eat clean so that im less likely to binge on junk and use this to get vitamins in cuz ive got deficiencies

So hey #edsky im in a shit situation cuz i overate yesterday and i have friends bday party to go to so i wont track tmrow either. To make up for it i had 962 today AND yoga AND 11k steps, so, yeah
#caterpillarsky #edtwt

Help itz not working heelppp #edsky i did the two fingers, i gagged at least 3 times but nothing came out whyy why us it not getting out

Family decided takeout so ill take a metab day😭

1189! First day of school got a lot of compliments on my dyed hair, some good grades and overall lovely day

Just under 1200, dyed my hair did skincare and tried to un-stress myself before school but AAAAH still panicing cuz its first day after holidays and we have huge geo exam

935kcal and no physical activity!, woke up at 5:30 so i can get used to school wake up time and spent the entire morning watching barbie movies, will watch the nutcracker one tmrow
#edsky #caterpillarsky

I try to make as much space for fruits so i can have at least a bit normal digestion but its not easy. And most of the time i eat lower kcal junk because im super hungry and when i make a budget for it by skipping meals im just glad i can have some sugar but man my skin would break out a lot

1230! Yes i had the audacity to go over 1200🙄 but i ran 5km on a treadmill and burnt around 200kcal so i dont mind as much
#edsky #caterpillarsky

Managed to do under 1200! But no workout, took a rest day but ill go running tomorrow since its also hair wash day

i dont want to be the one who lacks self control and i know im not overweight but i think she thinks i am because im 5kg more then her and shes a bit taller but tbh i could be paranoid cuz i barely know her

And i see the delusional virgie tovar and if i gain weight will i be like that? Will i even know it? Im so scared of slipping up and gaining weight because i know one person who will judge me for it and