Nice to meet you, i'm a bit late to the reply chuchuu, but better late than never right?
I love retro stuff, the spritework is always so beautiful, even if I suck at the actual game and have to grind for an eternity. Hope you have a great time overe here~

FF14 is a great game, very diverse in what you can do! But I feel ya on the mental prep, I get really anxious on stream days as well, but once you start it gets easier.
But yeah sometimes things dont work out, but thats okei, there is always tomorrow to look forward to!

Dont lose heart! streaming is hard, and consistency is even HARDER, but as long as you still wanna do it and have fun doing it, it will all work out in the end!
Also FF14? WE love me some FF14, so i am hopeful to see what you do in it!

I am sorry to hear you are feeling like that, its always hard for a new platform to get a foothold for stuff, but, my personal view here, I feel a lot safer talking to people and engaging in posts, On the other platform i would have never thought to comment on anothers post.