小八
minghao.bsky.social
小八
@minghao.bsky.social
25 / any pronouns
i don’t like to think of myself as relishing in others suffering but the guilt is deserved u SHOULD be feeling bad when bad things happen EXACTLY as u were warned if u did exactly what u did
March 2, 2025 at 3:44 PM
U DIDNT LISTEN AND U DID WHAT U WERE TOLD NOT TO AND JUST AS Y WERE WARNED. THERE WERE CONSEQUENCES. SHOCKING!!!!!
March 2, 2025 at 3:38 PM
Oh I’m gonna lose it DO U THINK DOING GHE EXACT SAME THING THAT GOT U HERE IS GOING TO FIX IT???? CAN U NOT LISTEN FOR ONE WHOLE MINUTE IM GONNA LOSE ITTTT
March 2, 2025 at 3:32 PM
I know my feelings will change but MAN this one char is pissing me off so bad
March 2, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Idk why I’m so hateful tonight I think it’s cause I’m on my period so everything is annoying me my empathy is so shot rn
March 1, 2025 at 5:06 PM
Also like when char A says “don’t do x bc y will happen” and char b does x anyways and surprise, y happens. And they’re upset and it’s like okAY….. UR TRAUMATIZED BUT LITERALLY CHAR A TOLD U SO?????? If u fuck around u find out that’s on u bro
March 1, 2025 at 5:05 PM
m going to bsky for my thoughts I didn’t feel like subjecting my friends to in dms. Fictional kid bashing
March 1, 2025 at 5:03 PM
I also esp feel frustrated when in a rly serious situation a kid is used as a “oops the kid didn’t know better and fucked smth up” which like again!! Is possible and not the kids fault but as a story device I get so irrationally angry idk why
March 1, 2025 at 4:55 PM
I think I’m a hater but like kids in media piss me off so bad when they’re depicted as bothering adults who are busy like idk I can’t stand it probably bc I hate being interrupted when I’m focusing bc when I’m rly locked in breaking concentration is rly irritating if it’s not for good reason
March 1, 2025 at 4:53 PM
Anxiety is so shit bc it makes me make impulse decisions that seem dire and I Have To Do It Now and then when I make a mistake I can’t take it back
February 26, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Eating shit and lowkey having a panic attack (I’m being dramatic mb I think it’s just anxiety) bc I followed what a msg sent by my superior said to do for sudden day off requests but I was wrong and now they’re mad at me
February 26, 2025 at 12:45 AM
Having such thoughts abt trying to get back into drawing so I can draw exactly one character (Ivan alien stage)

<— guy who hasn’t drawn regularly since middle school
February 25, 2025 at 12:24 PM
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書き初め明智
Custom-made boy
January 2, 2025 at 3:52 PM
trying to pack all the clothes i own into one suitcase like its a yaoi uke.... even if it seems like it wont fit, i will make it fit
December 7, 2024 at 5:33 PM
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band AU #hengren #fengren
dan feng attends one of blade’s concerts after their breakup
November 21, 2024 at 6:15 PM
10 months since my last post here and I’ve gotten to wanting to share bits of writing i look back on happily abt

Here’s Victorian yaoi
November 6, 2024 at 3:40 AM
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what comes after life #tillivan #ALNST #alienstage
October 27, 2024 at 11:21 AM
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おためしsw

#sherliam
October 20, 2024 at 9:59 AM
anyways thats my diary entry for dec 23 see u in another six months
December 22, 2023 at 5:44 PM
not necessarily as negative as it sounds im just like.... logically i know i have a lot of good friends so its not like no one wants to be around me im just like..... liking someone and them potentially liking me back means my underlying insecurities are fundamentally proven wrong thats wild
December 22, 2023 at 5:43 PM
my brain constantly wants me to think that my presence is a chore so what business does it have making me like someone when that fundamentally involves believing someone actively wants to be around me
December 22, 2023 at 5:41 PM
guy i like does basic minimum decent person behavior:
me: damn..... maybe love is real
December 22, 2023 at 5:40 PM
moving in two days and all i have to show for it are my collection of bags all fidning new purpose in housing random shit i coudlnt sort into boxes
July 25, 2023 at 7:57 AM
first post and fighting thru sickness and hell week we hate it here
June 23, 2023 at 5:04 AM