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John Doe
@mindjournal.bsky.social
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This is my online journal
Thing people don’t tell you is that there is no cure for craziness. There is only “treatment” that they make you go through so that you can act as normal as them.
August 19, 2025 at 5:05 AM
So I decided to text her and let her know. I knew she liked me but why?? Anyway whenever she decides to accept my follow request I’ll be ready to text her.
August 19, 2025 at 4:26 AM
After a long period of time has passed I decided go reach out to see how she been. I do feel bad that I knew she had a crush on me but kept my distance from her when she would run into me at her family parties.
August 19, 2025 at 4:24 AM
I decided to take another break from TikTok and instagram again. But I did decided to text this female I once knew before I moved. She had a crush on me but I decided not to date her because she has three kids.
August 19, 2025 at 4:23 AM
Yes I admit that I become obsessive and a little overly protective but what guy doesn’t? All I want is the best for us. So if that means I have to be protective then I’ll do whatever it takes.
August 15, 2025 at 9:21 AM
That stupid chubby fuck beat me and I lost ana. A chubby tall guy. Really? I guess looks don’t always matter to church girls…..
August 15, 2025 at 9:16 AM
But that’s okay I broke the cycle. I left her in last month and now it’s time to move on. Why get upset over one person when I can have another?
August 15, 2025 at 9:13 AM
It was happening again. I was becoming obsessed. She has a boyfriend now so I lost. Fuck.
August 15, 2025 at 9:12 AM
Thank you to the few followers that I have. Are you guys entertained? Reading every word as I try and regain control over my life again?
August 15, 2025 at 9:09 AM
I don’t know if I should try to date someone again after what happened last month. For some reason things just don’t work out for me sometimes.
August 14, 2025 at 8:29 PM
Hello my followers and am back.
August 14, 2025 at 8:26 PM
So I’ll take the rest of these days off without social media so that I can recollect myself. Maybe I’ll keep this app as a hobby…who knows?
July 21, 2025 at 7:08 PM
This morning I checked my DM on Instagram and saw that ana texted me back. She said that she would like to meet me one day. Cool. But I won’t let it get pass me with her not answering me before….
July 21, 2025 at 7:06 PM
The best thing to happen today. #tylerthecreator #donttaptheglass
July 21, 2025 at 6:32 PM
Goodnight everyone.
July 18, 2025 at 1:46 AM
If a girl can go a full day without texting or calling you it means that she wasn’t interested anyway. I learned that lesson the hard way back in 2023 and now I fully understand it.
July 18, 2025 at 1:26 AM
Even though I ate when we had got back home my aunt decided to cook. I didn’t say no because I didn’t want to be rude so yeah
July 18, 2025 at 1:23 AM
Today has been a long day. Instead of worrying about when will she text me back I’ll just focus on me. Everything started off good but you can force someone to like you back so I’ll take a break from Instagram.
July 18, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Update: I’m home now. Ana STILL hasn’t texted me back yet. I know she has a job but I’m losing faith. I know we aren’t dating but I love her already. Maybe I fall in love too easily.
July 18, 2025 at 12:43 AM
I don’t want to give up on this whole maybe girlfriend situation but if it doesn’t work out then I’ll go back to doing me💯
July 17, 2025 at 9:19 PM
She does have a job after all so that makes sense but not even a good morning??

It’s either she’s bad at texting or some other guy has won her over. Damn here I go overthinking again 😤
July 17, 2025 at 7:41 PM
All this damn waiting is irritating. She did tell me that she has a bad habit of not being consistent with texting people back but I don’t fully believe that. A couple of days ago she didn’t have any problems with answering me in a reasonable manner so why change now?
July 17, 2025 at 7:33 PM
Now I am here at the dentist office waiting for my uncle to finish getting his teeth checked out but Ana hasn’t texted me back yet. So she’s probably at work.

This is harder than I thought. Maybe even a waste of time.
July 17, 2025 at 7:25 PM
So what helps me is deleting instagram and waiting for a while before checking my account again. Wish me luck.
July 17, 2025 at 2:59 PM
I wish that I didn’t have to wait but I do. Since I am not officially her boyfriend that means that I am not a priority. Beginning of relationships are hard because you have to gain trust for a while before they actually care about you. I hate the waiting game.
July 17, 2025 at 2:57 PM