TO BE CONTINUED

Maybe it was just me, beautifying all the things she has done. but it wasn't the points. the summer, I traveled to the US and Philippines, all of my minds were her, and we text a lot or maybe some.

The relationship we built, was the camp of our department, I was so glad that I can be in the same group with her. Sometimes I felt that the coincidences were made by man.
It was after the camp, It felt like we share the same view, and she was that kind of girl I am in pursuit of.

In my sophomore year, I asked her if she wanted to be the vice president of student union in our department, cause I was elected, and, if she wants, she could be. But she said she was not qualified or something. so I found someone else.

about the APEX, and god I have never played this game before, so, I practiced it several times. just making sure that I wouldn't end the game in the very first minute. The funny part is that the competition did not hold according to the insufficient participants.

I answered all of the hesitation she got, and almost every step of the code, I explained it. For the final exam, I even prepared a sheet on hackmd. But not to scare her away, I posted in the class's group and publish it to all my classmates. Except for the class, she asked me to attend a contest.

After that, the first semester was over, as I remembered that we only talked about how I met her bestie. And everything fast forward to the next semester. Thanks god, I was good at coding, and we got the programming class in spring semester. I taught her with no doubt.

For the barbeque event, I did choose the group with her in purpose. Cause I saw her name on the list, and a group required 10 persons, she was in the 6 persons group, so I found extra 3 people just to get close to her. And I brought some shrimp cookies. You know what, I KEPT COOKING AND SAID NOTHING

Alright, I did send some text message to her. I asked whether she want to eat the bean Jelly. It was so awkward that I haven't talked to her once, actually, I cannot remember it was the text first or the barbeque.

After several days, it turns out I've met her bestie like a week before that day, it was a coincidence, that her bestie was going to introduce her to me, but I turned her down. cause at that time, I wouldn't even talk to her even if I get her contact. I got difficulty dealing with females then.

I was too shy that in the 2 years I barely talked to her.
Indeed, that it was her appearance fascinated me on the university opening ceremony.
And, yeah, I did nothing.

而且我當的幹部大部分都不會重複

國小：班長。風紀。衛生。各種小老師 台語英文都有

國中：副班長。風紀。衛生。圖資。學藝。電腦社社長

高中：班長。圖資。服務。升學。風紀。選委會副委

甚至大學 還當了系學會會長跟耶舞總召
南友會的活動也都沒有少參加

現在還在大三接正職上班寫寫網頁

感覺我做了很多事情
從很多方面看了這個世界
有好的也有壞的

靠北忘記要講什麼 主題偏掉了
（大個便屁話還這麼多

感覺是只要認真做
就會有結果嗎 好像不盡然
但我知道很多事情要做了才會會不會成功

想說趁著年輕的時候有機會趕快都做一做 累積個人脈的感覺
好累ㄛ 但蠻開心ㄉ

還好這一路過來運氣都還不錯

感覺這個世界上充斥著很多不想擔那個責任
但是看到只要一點點做不好就會亂噴一堆 給很多很多意見的人

但其實那些鍵盤俠如果擔任過那些職位
就真的會知道有些事情真的做不出來
或甚至他們沒有想到

躲在後面數落別人很簡單
但被傷害的那些人往往都不是故意的

這些應該都是網路的負面影響ㄅ