fiiiiiiiine

🌕 try the anxiety meds first please

maladaptive maybe, but it does help

maybe it’s because we’re stuck in this stupid fucking place, and we’ll probably end up homeless or dead or something

maybe MJ realized we’re just draining to be around

maybe that’s why Ash doesn’t wanna talk to us anymore, maybe they’re actually living it up without us in their life

won’t be bothered to admit that i’m disabled

i am my hurt, i am my pain, i am my trauma.

think you see anything beyond that? that’s probably just the mask. i’m terrified of being alone but at the same time i’m not worth anyone’s time or energy

wants to be around.

i’m the one who can’t get better, i’m the one who the meds mask, i’m the piece of shit that nobody actually wants to be friends with

i’m the one who wants to kill itself.

i’m the one everyone loves to hurt and abuse

i’m the one trapped with my parents because the government

as in like, the mental health of the past 2 days has genuinely been that bad

they left yesterday and i miss their presence