Matty Bullock
midgetmatty.bsky.social
Matty Bullock
@midgetmatty.bsky.social
Gaming and Sports Nerd. Wannabe streamer. Yorkshire’s Own.

PDRL player for Hull KR. Bleed Derby County, New Orleans Saints, LA Clippers, Bradford Bulls and Team Envyus

All views are my own
You've gotta keep on pushin' on
'Cause after all, you know that's what I want
I will always be in your heart
Be the light when it gets too dark
Keep your memories alive
July 18, 2025 at 10:49 AM
I don’t say this enough so

Things are going weirdly good right now man.

One step closer to a dream of mine, seriously impressive progress on tests and research on my condition, trying to keep improving myself post therapy to debatable results, my circle feels solid again,

The vibes are just right
July 17, 2025 at 1:02 PM
I’ve been trying really fucking hard to improve on everything, from what me and my therapist discussed to general day to day thing’s I’ve noticed, and I don’t know if it’s just a bad wave or impatience but I feel like I’m starting to slightly slide again
July 15, 2025 at 1:44 AM
Tonight is literally the worst night to have woken up and then have a bit of a mental crisis.

Please im really trying hard here. Im not asking for a miracle just a smidge of mental peace
July 5, 2025 at 3:22 AM
Like this is why I always wanted everything in life so immediately and so young.

Nothing is guaranteed, you lot might be ok waiting in your ‘life has no timeline’ world.

I want to live my dream life now for as long as possible in case I don’t get to live a long and fulfilling life…
This Diogo Jota news is really fucking my head up man
July 3, 2025 at 8:49 AM
This Diogo Jota news is really fucking my head up man
July 3, 2025 at 8:49 AM
I still cannot believe your wonderful idea as a closing statement of this therapy was to say

"Just keep being you"

Mf being me is the problem and why I needed therapy in the first place......I can't be the only person who see's this
June 20, 2025 at 2:24 AM
Reposted by Matty Bullock
June 11, 2025 at 9:59 AM
It's crazy how I'm looking at people who I literally know tried to ruin lives then have the audacity to turn around and gush about it being Men's mental health month in the Us....

You don't give a fuck about us you vile cunt. You have actively tried to ruin mens mental health in fact.

Rest in piss
June 4, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Im still utterly thrown by my last session.

Not just what was said but how it was said. And also the idea that im just supposed to be ‘done with this now’

Is this how normal brains work? A bad thing happens and you just….don’t care?

Im so lost man
May 31, 2025 at 9:28 AM
Reposted by Matty Bullock
The introvert urge to stay up far too late because it's the only time you can be alone
May 24, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Reposted by Matty Bullock
May your chat be always filled with kindness.
May you always have lurkers.
May your game never crash.
May your model never freeze.
May your mic never be muted when speaking.

May streaming always be fun.

For my fellow vtubers and content creators. May we keep creating.

✨💖✨
May 16, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Reposted by Matty Bullock
RT this post if you're a streamer ❤️
May 22, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Idk man

My counsellor probably thinks im taking on to our sessions really well just because I had 2 good evenings in between 1 and 2

Yet actually it’s just added extra self doubt into an already broken body.

I just wanted to help people and make people happy. Why am I the bad guy that suffers?
May 18, 2025 at 3:05 AM
Turning replies off for a little bit. Already got a couple interested so going through the list and will reopen this post if I need too
Alright artists and people much more tech savvy than me. Im hoping by posting on here I’m avoiding all the bots.

Im a former twitch streamer looking to get back into it. When I eventually do, im thinking of setting up as a #Vtuber or #PNGtuber.

Anyone any advice on where to start? Price ideas etc?
April 30, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Alright artists and people much more tech savvy than me. Im hoping by posting on here I’m avoiding all the bots.

Im a former twitch streamer looking to get back into it. When I eventually do, im thinking of setting up as a #Vtuber or #PNGtuber.

Anyone any advice on where to start? Price ideas etc?
April 30, 2025 at 8:48 PM
So I guess I’ve started depression eating now.

Thats a new one, sure nothing could go bad with this
April 27, 2025 at 11:04 PM
Im losing my fucking mind man.

So much to say but nobody that I either want to burden or that can truly help me if I tell. No drug that does anything neither.

What am I supposed to do with myself when I’ve exhausted all the options
April 27, 2025 at 1:15 PM
It's real crazy that about a year on now from all the bullshit.

I spend my days fighting to survive against myself.
That mf saw no repercussions and is probably actively doing better now then they ever were.

Where is the justice? Where is the karma?
April 27, 2025 at 2:42 AM
Everyones going so mental over the Switch 2 preorders. Ima just wait for the hype to die down a smidge, besides I have a secret weapon to fall back on when he gets back 😉
April 24, 2025 at 5:46 PM
Are you fucking serious? Not my discord please god
Discord CEO Jason Citron has stepped down after 10 years - with Activision Blizzard vice chairman Humam Sakhnini replacing.

(Read more: PocketGamerBiz)
April 23, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Please stop leaving these choices in my hands I'm fucking useless at making them
April 16, 2025 at 9:35 AM
I forgot about this part of living alone where i get out of a shower and forget to function.

Ive just looked up and realise Ive been sat on my floor in my towel for about 35 mins now
April 15, 2025 at 10:41 PM
I hate getting really bad depression surges on matchdays because on the outside it makes it look like it’s because of the results or whatever.

When in actual fact quite a lot of the time going to watch my favourite teams is all thats actually worth waking up for
April 12, 2025 at 8:06 PM
OC Lore train 😈 explain your OC's lore in the worst way possible

Lovable asshole who went down a dark path makes things right thanks to either a golden retriever partner or someone that stands up to his bullshit.
April 11, 2025 at 3:48 AM