It's pretty dead on here lol.

Gonna be honest, there was a lot of political things on there I think.

People will still remain on twitter no matter what. I mean, I want to see people go on here more but I don't see that happening.

I have been on mastodon before.

Twitter seems to be the most active unfortunately.

issues. Right now, I have no one to help me. Thankfully there are some people online who actually do care.

I did substance abuse. Mentally I am breaking apart. I have no idea what the fuck to do anymore.

I am just going to say this, I feel lonely and I need people to be able to talk to online to ease the loneliness.

I just want someone in person who would actually give a damn about my own mental

trying to diagnose you?". The other day I told him that blocking things and keep me from talking to others online is going to make my BPD worse and he said "Borderline Personality Disorder my ass". Right there I felt so damn invalidated. It hurt me so fucking bad. That some time after that,

access to instagram, twitter, not even fucking fortnite.

Plus he doesn't even care or believe that I have Borderline Personality Disorder. Shit is just getting worse for me.
The other day I wanted him to take me to a mental health clinic for my BPD and he refused. He started asking "Who is

on my phone. I honestly cannot do this marriage anymore. I mean, fuck this shit.

Hell, I am not allowed to have a lock screen and a wallpaper images of Midas on it. Like bro, I am so fucking done with all the damn control. I just don't want to be here anymore.

As of right now, I have zero