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@micotaru.bsky.social
Queer history nerd stalking artists, FFXIV Mateus/Balmung enjoyer, rabid fan of pretty blorbos everywhere. Under 18s DNI. Will retweet and occasionally post NSFW.

https://hotaru-shimazu.carrd.co/ - My main character
My hot take is that the perceived risk scales with how much comfort you have, as counter-intuitive as that is. Having an FC and relationships to cling to, the risk/reward scale of yelling "DID SOMEONE SAY MAHJONG" just doesn't make any sense to my anxiety.

Also I'm walking up to you right now. 🚶
December 9, 2025 at 8:52 AM
Honestly I love it and bookmarked it specifically to read through on the weekend.
December 8, 2025 at 8:09 PM
Getting Hotaru's medium was a long and anguished struggle with bouts of completely losing hope and not bidding for months.

Absurdly it was the time I completely forgot to place a bid and my micro-FC partner in crime was only able to place a single bid that we won. It's just raw dumb luck. 😭
December 8, 2025 at 5:40 PM
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December 8, 2025 at 5:18 PM
Shoulders 😍
December 8, 2025 at 3:16 PM
No worries! Feel free to ping me if you ever feel the self-destructive need to drown in polisci medievalist YAPPING. 💜
December 8, 2025 at 6:40 AM
...Sorry to TED talk invade, socioeconomics, politics and environmental storytelling make me squee. Anyway here's a couple quick looks at her shop. I will stop now I can yap all day. 😭
December 8, 2025 at 6:00 AM
But her business is disposing of antiques for questionable figures. She needs to sell off the ones that are innocent enough/not actively dangerous, she needs to fund it all... and that means catering to a clientele of snooty collectors. And she kinda hates it.
December 8, 2025 at 5:53 AM
And so she needs to keep them silo'd, isolated, 'protected' from the discomfort of her poor and middle class clients downstairs. In her earlier years in Hingashi she did funerals for people that couldn't pay, she has so much distaste for looking down on the poor... Cont last one I promise>>
December 8, 2025 at 5:52 AM
The rich nobles are quickly whisked upstairs where there are TWO fireplaces, there is a MAGICAL astrological display not the conventional astroglobe downstairs there is ALCOHOL-

She kind of hates that she has to do this, but the rich clients for antiques are what gives her a surplus. Continued>>
December 8, 2025 at 5:50 AM
So there are chairs and a roughshod rug in front of the fire, there's tea and a kettle, that's all fine and dandy- But it's also shielded by the central book display so that her rich, snooty ass clientele going upstairs don't get a good stare at the locals coming by for a poultice. Continued>>
December 8, 2025 at 5:48 AM