Little rundown of my 2025 in movies: www.youtube.com/watch?v=yB8d...

My recap of The Vampire Diaries 1x01: www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGKl...

do i feel accomplished? no not really. but that doesn't come as much of a surprise. it's the same thing that happens to me when i finish writing a fic. i push myself forward, burning up all of my energy to make sure i actually get through it, then have to sit in the aftermath of numbness

alright all together the whole episode came out to a little over 42 minutes! idk how long it'll take to upload to youtube but it will be going up sometime in the next few days

problem with giving yourself a project as a way to combat your commitment and motivation issues is that there's nothing stopping you from developing commitment and motivation issues towards your project

you gotta treat technical difficulties as silly goof ups or they will destroy your soul. the universe wants to stop me from recording this? 😝 no way! i will persist *said with a beyond frustrated flush to my face*

i need to get a folding desk or something asap. i cannot record a long video standing in my bathroom in the darkness

if nothing else, the least making this podcast can do is desensitize me to the sound of my own voice recorded

BTS: The audio for my pod intro was recorded in my barely-enough-room-to-stand-in bathroom. It was that or the closet. Which, funnily enough is actually bigger lol

Just dropped the intro for my podcast 🎉 www.youtube.com/watch?v=ET7b...