I'm not comfortable dating right now, it's not happening anyway, and I want to transition before I even consider that. Begone with thee 🧹

I miss some people a lot more

It wont heal me but I think it will stabilize me to be out of an environment where i am treated like dogshit. the idea of going there makes me feel sick

Sorry if you saw all that. The idea of being known and percieved in any way is really scary to me currently and i can't think about it too much. I'm really embarrassed man

Papalymo if the thing that happened to him happened to Yda instead .

I will go back to funny and image now

You can tell it's bad cause I have to yell into this stupid void instead of feeling safe enough to talk to someone

I was doing so well the past few years and now I've relapsed into constant panic and existential fear and intrusive thoughts of how I'm an evil person. IDK what to do the stress is making me ill

Don't get me wrong I find things sexy but talking about them I sound like Im reading official psperwork