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meyerlansky.bsky.social
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@meyerlansky.bsky.social
dankovskies on twt. gangster historian by day, terminally online by night. boardwalk empire, pathologic 2, masters of the air, other media stuff. cats.
like i'm not keeping the cat to score a hit, get some points, i'm keeping him because HE IS A REPLACEMENT FOR MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL WHOSE DEATH HAS DESTROYED MY ABILITY TO BE A COMPLETE PERSON. BECAUSE I NEED HIM MORE THAN YOU DO.
December 17, 2025 at 6:05 AM
like it's really sinking in how much i simply am not allowed to have an emotion or an opinion they don't like or disagree with because it's immediately taken as a slight. instead of... how i feel.
December 17, 2025 at 6:05 AM
like sure maybe we can be friends again eventually! i don't exactly want to lose an 11 year friendship, but right now i'm still reeling from having asked what's going on MULTIPLE TIMES since september and then LYIJG TO MY FACE. i'm a bit upset about being left to twist on the hook like that, yeah.
December 14, 2025 at 6:52 PM
anyway.
December 11, 2025 at 12:59 AM
TRULY. WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE ANY OF THIS
December 10, 2025 at 3:41 PM
i thought today might be the day i get a full night of sleep for the first time since Last Wednesday. nope.
December 10, 2025 at 3:09 AM
yup. very.
December 4, 2025 at 7:36 AM
to be fair we did have a conversation, it was just: "i don't want to be in a romantic relationship with you." "are you willing to try couples therapy?" "no. i don't want to."

okay so where was this straightforwardness when the dissatisfaction started?
December 4, 2025 at 7:07 AM
you'd think after eleven years i'd get the courtesy of a conversation or at least told when things are a problem before they get to this point, but apparently that's a silly thing to expect!
December 4, 2025 at 5:46 AM