In my attempt to avoid failure and causing disappointment to others, I've ended up not trying most things and still disappointing my loved ones.

Today wasn't the best of days. I've grown so reliant on trying not to worry and obsess about the future, that I forgot how bleak mine has a chance to look.

Drawing from September(?). Lately I've felt so drained I don't do much.

This will probably be my one and only post