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@meteoricrefrain.bsky.social
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im not feeling confident about being able to afford the hotel and rhe surgery is in less than a month...
November 12, 2025 at 5:59 PM
im not feeling confident about being able to afford the hotel and rhe surgery is in less than a month...
is this stupid to vent about?? idk. it just doesnt feel like my bday is soon or that it'll be a fun day. like im not looking forward to it because i dont want to be disappointed
November 9, 2025 at 4:49 AM
is this stupid to vent about?? idk. it just doesnt feel like my bday is soon or that it'll be a fun day. like im not looking forward to it because i dont want to be disappointed
i dont even know if my mom is off work or not. and ive been so stressed out anyway. i dont even have food stamps so idk if i can even gather the stuff to make a cake lol.
November 9, 2025 at 4:48 AM
i dont even know if my mom is off work or not. and ive been so stressed out anyway. i dont even have food stamps so idk if i can even gather the stuff to make a cake lol.
oogghh my birthday is in 12 days and i dont even think i'll be able to do anything fun because we can't afford it. i dont know that i'll even get anything for my birthday? not that that's really a huge deal ig but my bday feels so far off and yet its happening so soon
November 9, 2025 at 4:47 AM
oogghh my birthday is in 12 days and i dont even think i'll be able to do anything fun because we can't afford it. i dont know that i'll even get anything for my birthday? not that that's really a huge deal ig but my bday feels so far off and yet its happening so soon
i didnt realize i was on this account still
November 4, 2025 at 2:07 AM
i didnt realize i was on this account still
of course trump would be a stubborn fucking uncaring bitchy asshole during november of all
months like goddamn dude get a fucking life??? no one likes you?? why do you want to make it worse??? people need food but they dont need a rich fuck for a president
months like goddamn dude get a fucking life??? no one likes you?? why do you want to make it worse??? people need food but they dont need a rich fuck for a president
November 3, 2025 at 7:57 PM
of course trump would be a stubborn fucking uncaring bitchy asshole during november of all
months like goddamn dude get a fucking life??? no one likes you?? why do you want to make it worse??? people need food but they dont need a rich fuck for a president
months like goddamn dude get a fucking life??? no one likes you?? why do you want to make it worse??? people need food but they dont need a rich fuck for a president
no one would donate to a go fund me if i set one up either bc like. no one hws money in this ecomomy but also no one even knows me lol
November 3, 2025 at 7:56 PM
no one would donate to a go fund me if i set one up either bc like. no one hws money in this ecomomy but also no one even knows me lol
i have no skills to offer people either so i cant promise a service to anyone if they give me money lol
November 3, 2025 at 7:55 PM
i have no skills to offer people either so i cant promise a service to anyone if they give me money lol
i dont know how much the surgery itself is gonna cost either
November 3, 2025 at 7:53 PM
i dont know how much the surgery itself is gonna cost either
im not getting food stamps this month so that leaves even less money. my birthday is ALSO this month and so is thanksgiving. there will not be any money left from anyone to pay for a hotel
November 3, 2025 at 7:53 PM
im not getting food stamps this month so that leaves even less money. my birthday is ALSO this month and so is thanksgiving. there will not be any money left from anyone to pay for a hotel
im actually fucking terrified about next month and the hotel situation because i dont know how its gonna get paid for and i dont want to be in birmingham by myself after having major surgery
November 3, 2025 at 7:52 PM
im actually fucking terrified about next month and the hotel situation because i dont know how its gonna get paid for and i dont want to be in birmingham by myself after having major surgery
im tired of being broke and tired and feeling bad constantly. can i please just get a diagnosis so i can get treatment and start feeling better and have a job so i can have the money i need to LIVE like god i cant even afford my doctor appointments bc the money just goes SO fast
August 25, 2025 at 11:29 PM
im tired of being broke and tired and feeling bad constantly. can i please just get a diagnosis so i can get treatment and start feeling better and have a job so i can have the money i need to LIVE like god i cant even afford my doctor appointments bc the money just goes SO fast
i dont know how much more i can take
June 19, 2025 at 5:31 AM
i dont know how much more i can take
why do i have seven followers when there aren't seven followers
June 13, 2025 at 7:34 PM
why do i have seven followers when there aren't seven followers
I WAS ON THE WRONG ACCOUNT FOR A SECOND AND ALMOST FOLLOWED SOMEONE ELSE 😭
June 13, 2025 at 7:34 PM
I WAS ON THE WRONG ACCOUNT FOR A SECOND AND ALMOST FOLLOWED SOMEONE ELSE 😭
sometimes i just really have some bitch thoughts abt a certain someone and they take over my brain
June 13, 2025 at 7:12 PM
sometimes i just really have some bitch thoughts abt a certain someone and they take over my brain
im just tired of everything
June 13, 2025 at 7:46 AM
im just tired of everything
i dony reslly want to die bht i want this to stop i want to know whats wrong with me im so goddamn tired
June 12, 2025 at 7:32 AM
i dony reslly want to die bht i want this to stop i want to know whats wrong with me im so goddamn tired
i feel so hopeless constantly especially when my mom tells me not to be hopeful abt our finances. like goddamn just chill the fuck out and dont call my hopefulness "dreaming". stop dismissing me. im so fucking tired of it i want to die
June 12, 2025 at 7:31 AM
i feel so hopeless constantly especially when my mom tells me not to be hopeful abt our finances. like goddamn just chill the fuck out and dont call my hopefulness "dreaming". stop dismissing me. im so fucking tired of it i want to die
life also sucks bc i became homeschooled in high school. i had to teach myself everything bc i didnt have a teacher. i was a "gifted kid". it sucks to know that i coukd have been successful if id stayed in person at school. i couldve been the ivy league graduate. if i did better
June 12, 2025 at 7:31 AM
life also sucks bc i became homeschooled in high school. i had to teach myself everything bc i didnt have a teacher. i was a "gifted kid". it sucks to know that i coukd have been successful if id stayed in person at school. i couldve been the ivy league graduate. if i did better
and then im fucking scared of seeming like you know who sometimes. i feel hyperaware and overly anxious abt my actions bc i dont wanna be like them. i dont want to be this annoying "know it all" asshole or someone who tries to make a conversation abt themselves and even tho i know im not doing those
June 12, 2025 at 7:29 AM
and then im fucking scared of seeming like you know who sometimes. i feel hyperaware and overly anxious abt my actions bc i dont wanna be like them. i dont want to be this annoying "know it all" asshole or someone who tries to make a conversation abt themselves and even tho i know im not doing those
i hate in general when people think i dont understand something even tho i do. i understand a lot of things. and im sorry im bad at putting it into words sometimes
June 12, 2025 at 7:28 AM
i hate in general when people think i dont understand something even tho i do. i understand a lot of things. and im sorry im bad at putting it into words sometimes
but also my mom keeps treating me like i dont understand our financial situation and i DO and i know its my fault bc i cant get a job but idk what to do abt it and the tone she always takes is so fucking triggering i have been crying off and on since 5:30. it is currently 2:30 am
June 12, 2025 at 7:27 AM
but also my mom keeps treating me like i dont understand our financial situation and i DO and i know its my fault bc i cant get a job but idk what to do abt it and the tone she always takes is so fucking triggering i have been crying off and on since 5:30. it is currently 2:30 am
i am so tired of being alive sometimes. like i dont want to die but im just... tired. im 24 years old and i dont have a job and all my friends from high school are so successful or married already
June 12, 2025 at 7:26 AM
i am so tired of being alive sometimes. like i dont want to die but im just... tired. im 24 years old and i dont have a job and all my friends from high school are so successful or married already