This is so cute!!! I love to draw pompompurin too!

-that I feel, but I also really hope they do, because then I wouldn't feel so lonely. I want to help people, I want to be the person that listens when no one else will. Whoever you are out there, I want to be there for you. But maybe I want it because I want to feel wanted.
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I feel like I waste all of my time existing because I'm not existing in the way that I want. I'm terrified of the day my one and only conscious ends and the unknown that follows. I'm desperately trying to distract myself but I'm still constantly panicking anyway. I hope people don't feel the pain-

I'm stuck in retail, albeit retail for art but it sucks. I'll never be able to have my own apartment, my own place. I'll never pay off my student debt. I am 1 case of probably 100's of thousands. And yet it still feels like I'm the only one who will truly never make it. I am 24 and I feel so old.

I miss having friends, I miss feeling like my life meant something. I want to be an online artist so bad, I want to garner a following, make friends, go to conventions, livestream and give other people advice. No matter what you want you can't put 110% into it because you think you look stupid.