i love how ur favorite genre is music i love all the different gwnres in here

idk why my partner got with me in the first place AND ive been so pissy at everythinf today to the point whete i kept slamming doors and throwing and kicking shit for no reason and my drive home i was yelling at allthe other drivers and im so..... im so tkred of being alivr i might commit tonight

and theres nothing i can do abt it like theres genuinely nothinf i cant be there with him irl i cant take his sadness away j cant.... i cant do anything and i had a horrible day and im fighting heaetburn and body pain and aches all day...... why is my life an actual fucking mess

and i rly rly dont have the energy to shower so i get home and just lay in bed sad and i was hearing my partner be funny in call w their other partner and it was makibg me feel better until i went toeat and came back and they were sad afain

and then on top of tht i was left alone with 10 kids all day and i was getting so fuckinh stressed out no matter what i did and the constant crging and screaming from one kid was enoigh to make me lose my shit and i had to stay an hr past the time i was supposed to leave