♤Meso
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mestia.bsky.social
♤Meso
@mestia.bsky.social
mestia/meso || 20+ || illustrator/artist || Spoilers + NSFW inbound possibly || 左右完全固定 FIXED SHIPPER || OC || FFXIV || DCMK || changing fixations every few months
Nine months now. Ill rework them.

Kamui is easier to do than Kyouya, but it will be done. Criminal/TAEMIN and beside you/keshi will not be a black spot in my life
September 10, 2025 at 3:30 AM
I just care about these goobers so MUCH FACKKKK
September 5, 2025 at 8:11 AM
one thing for sure tho..... id prefer him with a femme partner </3 in a bisexual way

i think im just a little scarred from what he was originally for sksjfjfbfj
September 5, 2025 at 8:08 AM
Anyway. I put him under "grey aroace" because ive yet to explore anything like that with him (after his lengthy upgrades)
September 5, 2025 at 8:07 AM
I really think its the latter because some hcs w a friend keeps making me think "Damn if this shit got srs id be head over HEELS" but obv since his role is a supporting oc its not meant to be srs
September 5, 2025 at 8:05 AM
But i also hesitate to really put him as fully aro/ace bc i dont know if ill ever pc him elsewhere and things might change that, but every time it comes up in q i think he either is just fully grey aroace or has a very hyper specific type
September 5, 2025 at 8:03 AM
here and there i fantasize him into having a partner but tbh azzy just doesnt feel like he would have one :kek: like every now and then i have the strong desire to see him put into his place by a hot woman but not enough to make/find him a partner LMAO cuz it doesn't feel right !
September 5, 2025 at 8:01 AM
Since i made him mid last year i think when he was full freak ngl despite every attempt he just kept coming to me as ace who has sex without any attraction whatsoever or only does it out of obligation, not feeling
September 5, 2025 at 7:59 AM
Also ever since i cut off azzy's hair i think ive just grown a little bit more obsessed with him HASKJDJDHCJDJC
September 5, 2025 at 7:53 AM
Azzy and Eze (left two) especially make me so ill. have you ever sacrificed not only your own longevity but your relationship with your brother just to ensure that they keep living. and living far, far away from a homeland that hurts them
September 5, 2025 at 7:48 AM
he/him and he/they/she and she/her pronouns respectively. i care them so much its unbelievable. they also love each other so much it makes me so sick and twisted
September 5, 2025 at 7:46 AM
eze (she/her edition) #3
May 11, 2025 at 10:41 AM
eze (he/him edition) #2
May 11, 2025 at 10:40 AM