its so weird bc i do remember being super happy in 2016 bc i loved seafoam and my friends so much it was just a psychotic time and i crashed really hard afterwards

when gigi visited us we watched all of rainbow high together and it was genuinely so good. theres a season that has paris hilton as the principal and shes literally just paris hilton

its a little fun doing this bc im supposed to figure out whos still active and what theyre currently doing which reminds me of my music archival hobby that i havent done in over 5 years but similar to that im finding many people who passed away in the past 5 years

its babygirl time all the time in my house unfortunately

the air is so much better and the winters are way less harsh. more sunlight less wind. im not really built for the city i can see myself moving out to PA one day so we wouldn't be so far from moodys family but then id miss the ocean. sigh

two girls who truly never ever shut the fuck up

like my entire life she has wasted not a single opportunity- and has in fact created opportunities to insult me and put me down but since we've been having these incredibly structured visits where contact is limited and intentional shes been gentler. because my family is uh. aging. a lot

im doing fine lately the weirdest thing in my life is stuff involving my family but not in the usual sense of it. my dad ans grandmas health are both declining a little and my mom is acting kind of off.

YAAAY youre very very smart i know youll do well

good luck good luck good luck