I also wish that they just be who they are and they are genuinely interested in me..

But.. I have to be picky.. and honestly I need to find it elsewhere..For now.. I should avoid.. really.. really avoid discord.. but I dont have any hobby now and I'm too tired going outside lately. I just really want a 180 life changing moment that is positive before the year ends.. please?

I want a real best friend who will be with me through my ups and downs. I am happy that I have a girlfriend but I do need someone to also be crazy together with that is of platonic friendship. It will happen. I know it.

I can finally say I have moved on. For real this time. I am just so surprised that I did post in here about wanting a real friend and I met that person closely in February. This time I'm manifesting a person that wants to really be close with me, someone who is emotionally available and mature

And I'm not gonna lie.. I cannot seem to just disappear and relax for a bit.. I lowkey want to. But a huge part of me will just go back and run to her and annoy her.

But.. my body is saying to run and hide and don't look back until you're okay..I'm okay..

I really want to just hide comfortably.

There’s so much stepping on the backs of other people in our profession. We’ve been so lucky that we’ve never had to do that. Part of it was because of our own tenacity, and part of it was because we were lucky.”

“It’s really difficult for a person to create their own life and their own freedom. It’s going to become more and more difficult, and it’s going to create more and more disillusioned people who become dishonest and angry and are willing to fuck the next guy to get what they want.