not realllyyy i just wanted to look at my old characters like they're my little neglected tamagotchis and then i saw this man and scrounged up whatever primos it took LOL
i thought about streaming it but it would've been incredibly boring because i was quite literally skipping through quests lmfaoo

good god i talk too much in the middle of the night (morning??)
but on the topic of streaming, i haven’t been feeling the greatest generally. i’ve wanted to real bad, then just can’t do it. i, too, am annoyed. october usually kinda sucks for me (besides spooky vibes) but i hope i can suck it up 😔

but anyway i miss my old ships </3 i used to be afraid of publicly shipping genshin charas cause there was a lot of weird homophobia around them, but i was still quietly obsessed LMAO

god, now i just wanna yap about genshin impact of all things. but whenever i can actually livestream i lose the yap urges. maybe i just need to start doing streams at 5am (horrible idea)

it's also weirdly nostalgic going back to this game. some good memories, some... iffy...
unfortunately if i step foot in inazuma it makes me want to throw up because i was so mentally unwell in that era of the game LMFAOO

also... i missed them 😔💔
forever in my heart, if only you weren't trapped in a gacha game 🥀

i still have mixed feelings about this game and i don't think i'm ever gonna really go back to playing it, i just got an email about anniversary rewards and then saw this man on the wish banner and like... a character design i love AND he works at a graveyard?? i dont need to know anything else tyvm

LOL

is deltarune not kinda undertale 2 or is that blasphemous to say

I CAN FINALLY GO OUTSIDE

where are 3, 4, 5, and 6--

will update u guys when it’s over so you can hopefully check it out !!! eeeeee

Anyway, I will literally not see you guys until the end of the game jam (October 5th) because I’m doing it solo and drawing a crap ton of assets and grinding harder than i ever have before
cause i reALLY WANNA FINISH THIS IN TIME GAAHHHH

also i had to wait for Steam’s autumn sale to buy RPGmaker, which started 2 days before the game jam…
and i have zero experience with the engine…
thank god this thing takes actually zero coding, i thought it was gonna be like Ren’Py lol

IT IS !!!

i'm also getting a new mic by tomorrow hopefully, so i'll need to get that set up before i stream next. which will hopefully be sometime soon i've just been so.... eugh lately. sigh

LOL for sure would be fun to stream some of the drawing process. which reminds me, i still need to figure out how to stream my drawing laptop from my pc—
my memory just wipes once i end stream i always forget to look that up LMFAO

because i might be delusional enough to try