husband has the same issue!!! we are both audhd, i like, i feel ive liked more when i had structure but its bc i got no structure rn, it has smth similar like youte saying when having too much planned feels like trapping and like anxiety inducing when its meticulous like that

i know bruh uts like oh my GOOODDDD (cat being dragged into a bathtub) if i have to process this text i will DIE

AAA ITD BE AWEOSME !!! backseat witbessing the horrors…

the first time i encountered the taurus demon i think i shidded my pants

i wish i could play w u / stresm playing it bc i was so godamn awful at it dhdjdh

i know i watched the hbomberguy vid on why its actually good and the haters are erong but its been years so i dont remember hfjfj im so glad youre having a good time with it!!

environmental storytelling… i havent even played the games fully but im obsessed with it like info drip fed from my itens in the game and world things.. fallout games were cool at that but fromsoft seems to do it without the bethesda jank tm

ohh i get you! its ok its your interp i think thats rly valuable and its cool you got that vibe!!

ohh what trans metaphor i didnt get that vibe at all im curious :o cyan arc had so much interesting setup to me i felt so let down i was like im never trusting again dbdjdh

like i heard of it and how good it was etc and how depressing gays it is but i was rly curious like is tbhx some anomaly or is lh0 just, like this. looks like hes just like this huh shjdhd like whats even the point like just dont make women characters at that point fhjdhd

the pacing gets better?? ish?? after queens arc just cause more is happening and picking up evenif its too much its at least not boring but like the writing has been consistent abt the female characters (bad, sometimes even with potential but does bad or makes them shitty or is unjust to them)

oh ywah like, this is my first donghua ever so ive never seen stuff from lin haolin before but like he cnanot do women Ever it seems. like i got super disappointed in cyan arc and accepted that if a character is a woman in thjs show theyll be done dirty dhdkjf

i already chose ahu to be my goat before the series started and eagerly await for him and i was rly appealed to with ghostblades pv’s and he was even better than i dreamed, and nice stealth attacked my brain by killing himself fhdj i became obsessed with him and trying to find out more abt him

dang! i loved ghostblade arc but like a lot of info has been getting crammed in eithe very fast (i blame the pacing of cyan arc lol) or info is given only like super indirect/requiring context understanding. like i loved lvoed ghostblade but its bc im the same kinda autistic dude that he is hdjdj

i agreee like its so sad TT specially characters ive been interested in slated to only get 1 ep… the pacing has been whack but like ive been generally just Along for the ride waiting for nice to come back or X to show up chjdhd a large ensemble cast is hard to manage..

like idk tbh this is such a long like story and its almost 3am so i might story time thread on this later bc it was a whole saga hdjdh like i thjnk they executed LL’s arc rly well (paying off narrative and themes) i just did not care for his story at all and it didnt charm me bc mourning nice daily

i like at first thought maybe LL would look into nice’s death and why it happened and he kinda stopped giving a fuck after the first ep and i got so salty and upset hdjd and him parading as nice led to justna lot of awkwardness early on in fandom where like, og nice kept getitng erased online

oh yes im loving tbhx!!! overall. like i got rly fucked over nice’s death and thats Kinnnda like, destroyed my brain hdjdbdbdk and like obvs it impacted how i interacted with the media as a whole. theres so many reasons most of them petty+related to experiencing his arc as it was releasing fhjfjd