I saw the northern lights last night. Pretty sky's are one thing that keeps me here.

Gotta love dissociating at work

I wish, just for a second, that I was just me. But I don't even know who that is anymore. I'm lost in multiple streams of thoughts. They're all so loud, that mine is snuffed out.

It feels like I've died, a long time ago. I float through life, trapped in my own head, unable to escape.