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megsweakestsoldier.bsky.social
suffering sapphic™️
@megsweakestsoldier.bsky.social
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🗣️ vent & yap long covid + chronic illness alt

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‼️ tw: mentions of weight loss & struggle to eat due to allergies

*not looking for medical advice
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Screenshot of a short poem by riri which reads: hope is what keeps me strong, through the hardships, just a moment too long! when i would otherwise throw up my hands and fall right before the deed was done
November 12, 2025 at 11:43 PM
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Screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads: sleep sleep come for me in your embrace comfort me sleep sleep hum to me at your sweet pace unburden me
November 5, 2025 at 4:01 AM
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screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads: Oh no l'm numb and I'm no less autistic I tried to do less just to burn out slower how much does it matter if the fire burns lower when the skin it burns is still human and tender
November 5, 2025 at 3:53 AM
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okay i'll stop with this one for now :]
Screenshot of a short poem by riri titled recovery, that reads: that light looks like better days and these fries taste like dancing again and this song sounds like life worth living like the best of old me and now me coming back together like it was meant to be
October 31, 2025 at 12:50 AM
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screenshot of a poem by riri that reads: the weight settled under my skin again again until its familiar burden pulled me back into the softness of my bed beneath my hip and the stillness of a room where lamplight fades into shadows. so i can find satisfaction even in the sleepiness of suffering. is this meant to be a relief or a new concern ? i can't bring myself much to care, after all, with sweet music playing there's not much difference between falling eyelids beckoned shut by joyful movement and pain's exhaustion
October 31, 2025 at 12:48 AM
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Screenshot of a poem by riri titled her; my body, that reads: i was sent here to nourish her, to hold her dear, to rock her to sleep, encourage her. i was sent here to indulge her, let her taste, love her hot, rub her and coerce her. i was sent here to watch her break, catch her crumbles, glue her back, make it through each day. i was sent here just for her.
October 31, 2025 at 12:45 AM
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Screenshot of a poem by riri that reads: "what a nice view" through this window of mine the trees bloom and the green meets sunshine i look onto this little corner of the world and know it's mine to look at in wonder to refresh my heart n mind (heart emoji) - window of sanctuary
October 31, 2025 at 12:43 AM
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Screenshot of a short 3 verse poem by riri that reads: i've lost normalcy, no one sure how to find it again. locked into a doorless room, the only sun rays i know carved into by windows' shadows across the floor. they fall at my feet but i do not feel myself their monarch, only their prisoner -july 20 2025
October 31, 2025 at 12:37 AM
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Screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads: the truth is boredom is the moral failing at the top of my mountain built from the hole i crouch in Screenshot 2 of a short poem by riri that reads: decided for me, i decide for me, still feel so trapped by circumstance and understandings
October 31, 2025 at 12:30 AM
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Screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads: there's a me they've never known, full of life, constant movement, inviting and daring to try. that me left behind by my new realities
October 31, 2025 at 12:30 AM
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Screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads: it can be worse i've learned, it can always be worse. to preserve what i have is no small feat earned with my careful decisions
October 31, 2025 at 12:30 AM
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Screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads: when? when will it be over? over and over i ask the wrong question. ask right, can i adapt to this new reality? i have changed already
October 31, 2025 at 12:30 AM
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Screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads: Could i have been one of the flowers that bloomed? I forget already if my petals knew pollen picked up by the bee or stayed a bud curled closed
October 31, 2025 at 12:30 AM
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screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads:Standing on the aisle, walking into the dark, i thought night was coming on with no sense of how perpetual the darkness had become
October 31, 2025 at 12:30 AM
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here, some recent disability related poems ive written
Screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads: I finally learned how to just live life when i don't have much life to live, boxed in on all sides by the way i can't. 'cannot' this word i'm so intimate with, my nemesis and my relief
October 31, 2025 at 12:30 AM
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emily dickinson fellow chronic pain girly, it's more likely than you would think
Screenshot of a poem by emily dickinson called the myster of pain which reads: Pain has an element of blank; It cannot recollect When it began, or if there were A day when it was not. It has no future but itself, Its infinite realms contain Its past, enlightened to perceive New periods of pain.
October 29, 2025 at 2:02 AM
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going back to this to help myself feel better about feeling useless recently
Screenshot of a short poem by riri that reads: to feel useless in a world of being used is a lovely hurt -2021 journal excerpt
October 26, 2025 at 3:51 PM
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reading one of my webtoons and now i want macarons 😩🫩
panel of a webtoon where two chibis are eating macarons
August 6, 2025 at 3:30 AM
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here have my random journal doodles from last night of Creatures
photo of inside of riri's journal with doodles of three kind of strange looking creatures in cute colors, one pink, one green, one orange and above them it says good bye july in blue bubble letters
August 1, 2025 at 2:51 AM
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me if my body wasn't going on an autoimmune bender
phot of haechan sitting eating pizza and drinking dr pepper
July 31, 2025 at 7:59 PM
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literalky me eating my potato & chicken meals
bunny happily eating a food that kinda resembles a baked potato
May 15, 2025 at 2:02 AM
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gonna change my pfp just so no one gets confused this is me
Screenshot of riri's chuu light blue profile theme
May 14, 2025 at 7:51 PM
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this is the other poem i wrote, mostly to be the description of my new playlist which is titled tea IV 🙂‍↕️
Screenshot of a short poem by riri titled Tea IV, it reads: i get all my tea intravenous, let it flow thru me, goddess of peaces, just take my selfie and leave, that shit is not worth intervening
May 9, 2025 at 1:08 AM
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since this is a vent/yap account yall get some poetry haha 🤭🤗
screenshot of a short poem riri wrote titled window of sanctuary, it reads as follows: "what a nice view" through this window of mine the trees bloom and the green meets sunshine i look onto this little corner of the world and know it's mine to look at in wonder to refresh my heart n mind
May 9, 2025 at 12:40 AM
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this is the kind of iv drips i wish i was getting
Edit of a cat in a beanbag getting a Boba IV drip
May 8, 2025 at 6:21 PM