Martie🔮
@maybemartie.bsky.social
Bi daydreamer with big emotions 🌈✨
Probably dissociating
C/PTSD | ADHD | Endometriosis
Reader | Artist | Nature Enthusiast
✽ Virgo ✽
She/her
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Probably dissociating
C/PTSD | ADHD | Endometriosis
Reader | Artist | Nature Enthusiast
✽ Virgo ✽
She/her
──⋆ ✧ ⋇ * ☽ ◑ ● ◐ ❨ * ⋇ ✧⋆──
Golden Oreos are far superior to regular Oreos
March 5, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Golden Oreos are far superior to regular Oreos
I find it frustrating and disheartening how difficult it is to find novels without SA/CSA. I read books for enjoyment, not to be triggered. I love books that are thought-provoking, reflective, and discuss real-world, challenging things, but that doesn't mean we need graphic depictions of abuse.
February 27, 2025 at 6:36 PM
I find it frustrating and disheartening how difficult it is to find novels without SA/CSA. I read books for enjoyment, not to be triggered. I love books that are thought-provoking, reflective, and discuss real-world, challenging things, but that doesn't mean we need graphic depictions of abuse.
Recent thought during trauma-sensitive yoga: I don't have to go as far as possible. Just because I can push myself to a certain point, doesn't mean I should or I have to.
(Applies to yoga and ✨life✨)
(Applies to yoga and ✨life✨)
February 27, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Recent thought during trauma-sensitive yoga: I don't have to go as far as possible. Just because I can push myself to a certain point, doesn't mean I should or I have to.
(Applies to yoga and ✨life✨)
(Applies to yoga and ✨life✨)
I absolutely hate that so many places make you create an account just to apply to a job
February 27, 2025 at 3:33 PM
I absolutely hate that so many places make you create an account just to apply to a job
How can I be expected to rebuild trust with my parents when there wasn't any trust there to begin with
February 27, 2025 at 12:48 PM
How can I be expected to rebuild trust with my parents when there wasn't any trust there to begin with
It's kinda like Taylor's lyric "I think it's strange that you think I'm funny 'cause he never did" except it's about my family never giving me any praise, validation, or positive reinforcement growing up
February 27, 2025 at 12:29 PM
It's kinda like Taylor's lyric "I think it's strange that you think I'm funny 'cause he never did" except it's about my family never giving me any praise, validation, or positive reinforcement growing up
There has been not one, but two, drug busts/arrests on my street in the past month involving the fucking swat team. like why do they need 20+ cops with massive guns, body armour, and helmets to raid a suburban house??
February 26, 2025 at 8:37 PM
There has been not one, but two, drug busts/arrests on my street in the past month involving the fucking swat team. like why do they need 20+ cops with massive guns, body armour, and helmets to raid a suburban house??
How do I balance feeling my feelings without spiralling out of control? I want to journal and get all my thoughts and feelings out, but if I'm only writing about hating myself is that really helpful
February 13, 2025 at 2:22 AM
How do I balance feeling my feelings without spiralling out of control? I want to journal and get all my thoughts and feelings out, but if I'm only writing about hating myself is that really helpful
Getting a dimmer switch in my bathroom was the best thing I've done this year. A little mood lighting for my nighttime shower, yes please
February 12, 2025 at 1:47 AM
Getting a dimmer switch in my bathroom was the best thing I've done this year. A little mood lighting for my nighttime shower, yes please
In case anyone was wondering, those little spoons and scoops that come with some skincare products are really good for packing a bowl
February 11, 2025 at 2:41 AM
In case anyone was wondering, those little spoons and scoops that come with some skincare products are really good for packing a bowl
I love a good therapy metaphor. For example: describing part of my brain like the crab in moana who thinks all these situations, interactions, etc are trauma and abuse (like the shiny jewels and shit) but in reality they're actually just normal everyday situations
February 10, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I love a good therapy metaphor. For example: describing part of my brain like the crab in moana who thinks all these situations, interactions, etc are trauma and abuse (like the shiny jewels and shit) but in reality they're actually just normal everyday situations
I've spent days preparing for a job interview tomorrow only for it to get cancelled and told they are putting the hiring process on hold indefinitely 🙃
February 10, 2025 at 8:49 PM
I've spent days preparing for a job interview tomorrow only for it to get cancelled and told they are putting the hiring process on hold indefinitely 🙃
Why the absolute FUCK is Chris brown getting nominated for and winning fucking Grammys in 2025?! Are you fucking kidding me
February 3, 2025 at 9:34 PM
Why the absolute FUCK is Chris brown getting nominated for and winning fucking Grammys in 2025?! Are you fucking kidding me
Most of the tattoos I want are imagery or symbols I have imagined in therapy as like metaphors for shit I'm working through. New one from today's session: a big ass sword
January 21, 2025 at 9:11 PM
Most of the tattoos I want are imagery or symbols I have imagined in therapy as like metaphors for shit I'm working through. New one from today's session: a big ass sword
I can't believe I didn't clue into the fact that I'm bi when I was a tween and I watched the music video for Dirty by Christina Aguilera on repeat
January 20, 2025 at 11:30 PM
I can't believe I didn't clue into the fact that I'm bi when I was a tween and I watched the music video for Dirty by Christina Aguilera on repeat
Storygraph has been extremely helpful for me because of its trigger warnings. It's so nice to know I'm not going to come across something super triggering or upsetting because I can check the TW of most books before I read them
Ok #booksky, let’s talk.
👎🏼Goodreads, owned by Amazon, fuels its monopoly on books.
👍🏼StoryGraph, a Black woman-owned platform, offers an ethical, ad-free alternative with mood-based recommendations, user control over data, and a focus on inclusivity. Support diversity over corporate power!
👎🏼Goodreads, owned by Amazon, fuels its monopoly on books.
👍🏼StoryGraph, a Black woman-owned platform, offers an ethical, ad-free alternative with mood-based recommendations, user control over data, and a focus on inclusivity. Support diversity over corporate power!
January 20, 2025 at 5:37 PM
Storygraph has been extremely helpful for me because of its trigger warnings. It's so nice to know I'm not going to come across something super triggering or upsetting because I can check the TW of most books before I read them
Tbh I feel sooo bad for women/people who can't orgasm during sex bc I wouldn't accept any less than double digits I just can't imagine
January 19, 2025 at 2:50 AM
Tbh I feel sooo bad for women/people who can't orgasm during sex bc I wouldn't accept any less than double digits I just can't imagine
Okay but when is Chappell releasing The Giver
January 17, 2025 at 9:21 PM
Okay but when is Chappell releasing The Giver
All I wanna do today is play Stardew or It Takes Two with my bf, am I a gamer yet?
January 17, 2025 at 5:34 PM
All I wanna do today is play Stardew or It Takes Two with my bf, am I a gamer yet?
Two therapy sessions, one of which was EMDR, and my period in the same week is wild (not in a good way)
January 16, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Two therapy sessions, one of which was EMDR, and my period in the same week is wild (not in a good way)
Low expectations & high vibrations
January 14, 2025 at 10:20 PM
Low expectations & high vibrations
Lesson from todays therapy session: just because something doesn't turn out the way I intended, doesn't mean that I made a bad decision, I'm stupid, or that I shouldn't trust myself
January 14, 2025 at 3:34 PM
Lesson from todays therapy session: just because something doesn't turn out the way I intended, doesn't mean that I made a bad decision, I'm stupid, or that I shouldn't trust myself
Is it weird that I'm excited for my therapist to see my new framed photos that I hung in my home office. If she doesn't mention them I'm gonna be so butthurt
January 14, 2025 at 12:35 AM
Is it weird that I'm excited for my therapist to see my new framed photos that I hung in my home office. If she doesn't mention them I'm gonna be so butthurt