maybemarco.bsky.social
@maybemarco.bsky.social
Post yourself from a different era.

Singapore in 2011. Visiting someone I considered a friend then. Peak body dysmorphia. Barely eating. Pre-lasik. Smoker era.
July 7, 2025 at 7:49 AM
Posted this on X on Dec 2023. Forgot to post it here.
April 17, 2025 at 9:50 AM
I miss having a safe space where I can say what I really feel and the other person just listens then hugs me.
April 16, 2025 at 8:07 AM
So this is how it feels to be trapped.
April 10, 2025 at 9:59 AM
I’m back to missing the old me. The happier, confident, secure, and peaceful me.
April 3, 2025 at 5:28 AM
When you’re giving advice, it makes so much sense. However, when you’re suddenly in that same situation, you can’t seem to follow it yourself.
March 26, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Feeling so numb that I know I should be feeling sad and mad but there’s just nothing.
March 14, 2025 at 3:13 PM
I don’t understand how they can still keep doing things I already said bothers me and just expect me to deal with it because it’s said or shown to me that it’s my issue naman and not theirs.

I’m trying so hard to not let it get to me but it does.
March 1, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Social media is filled with holier than thou soapbox preachers who will pounce on an issue without even getting all the facts right first.

I’m honestly tired of it na. You always have to be on your game because one mistake and it can instantly spell the end for you.

Also, I’m done doing…. (1/2)
February 17, 2025 at 4:24 PM
I want to say so many things and I have more than a few choice words that I can use but I’ll just keep things vague and say…

I’m too old for this bullshit.
February 16, 2025 at 6:10 PM
I think I’m at an age where I no longer want to argue my point. I no longer desire to change people’s minds. I’ve said my piece. If you think otherwise, then so be it.

Paraphrasing Keanu Reeves… if you tell me 1+1=5. You're absolutely correct, enjoy.
February 11, 2025 at 8:14 AM
Glad to see @magicsherep.bsky.social again. Missed you!
February 4, 2025 at 9:00 AM
Won’t pretend I’m into this or that I even begin to understand it, but hoping this new year brings in better fortune than last. I’d really like to start the path to getting my old self back.
January 29, 2025 at 3:34 AM
I hate that I’m so critical of myself. No matter what people say or show me as proof that what I think is wrong, I still punish myself.

Like this recent one. The concept and execution were good. There really were just external forces working against it. But all I see is I failed.
January 26, 2025 at 5:18 PM
So, I think ako naman ang sick
January 20, 2025 at 3:02 PM
I think I’ve reached that point where I’m just done.

I’m tired of explaining. Tired of getting mad. Tired of wanting to be understood.

Thank you for making it easier for me to make this decision.
January 16, 2025 at 4:26 PM
Not how I planned to start the day but I guess anxious it is.
a cartoon character with dreadlocks and green eyes is making a funny face
ALT: a cartoon character with dreadlocks and green eyes is making a funny face
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January 9, 2025 at 2:23 AM
My body, joints, and head hurt. Guess I’m really sick. Drank meds already but still no relief yet.

Funny how at whatever age, I still look for my mom when I’m sick. I find myself whispering “mama” when the pain gets a little more than just uncomfortable.
January 2, 2025 at 2:13 PM
2024 brought about a number of changes. Changed address. Changed cars. One change I didn’t expect was a change of friends. But, as I always say, it is what it is.

Happy new year. Wishing 2025 bring us all stability, tranquility, and joy.
December 31, 2024 at 7:15 PM
“Magaling ka pala talaga no? Nung una nagtaka ako bakit bilib na bilib sa yo sina (redacted) and (redacted). Ngayon, get ko na.”

I don’t know but feeling ko nainsulto ako sa statement na yan. Especially since magkakilala naman kami for over a decade na. But it does explain a lot of things.
December 30, 2024 at 8:56 AM
“Pag finollow ba kita sa IG mag follow back ka?”

WTF is that?! I don’t know the person. Requirement?!
December 30, 2024 at 5:52 AM
Interesting
December 27, 2024 at 5:02 PM
Basically me
December 22, 2024 at 5:57 PM
You’re never truly the same after going through a painful experience. You can look okay but emotionally, you lose a big part of yourself. You’re not as happy, not as trusting, not as confident… just not who you were. It takes a while to get used to this new you. I know I’m still adjusting.
December 22, 2024 at 2:19 AM
The Resemblance on Netflix was a surprise. Was bawling for 2 minutes after watching it.
December 21, 2024 at 11:20 AM