It seems likely you will someday. I'd much rather be artificial than animal, and there were two other transfems in the last support group I was in who seemed to want to be some level of cyborg. And it feels like I've seen girls on here with here with panel gap makeup. We're definitely out there.

And those reactions seem at some level based on it being a signal of fertility, which is not something I want to signal even abstractly.

I've tried to just see it as like an art project, of just putting more of something I admire into the world, but I'm not sure if that's enough.

I think a lot about this too. It's one of the things that's made it hard to continue transitioning. Doing feminine beauty seems to produce value primarily in a indirect way through people's reaction to it.