I’m so fucking tired of being the only one to maintain. Everyone else can start new shit all the fucking time but no one wants to put in the boring mundane routine work so it just all gets left to me

Sometimes I wish I was just a little bolder

The rest of the time I’m grateful that I’m not

Peace until provoked

Really struggling to feel relevant or worthwhile. Everything keeps getting harder, personally, professionally, socially, politically - and I’m just not seeing how they can get better. I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m so tired.

It would be a lot easier to disappear if fewer people cared about me.
Sometimes I wish I had more than my obligation to others to keep me here.

Sometimes I wish I didn’t even have that.

I can’t fucking do it

I waited a whole month to burn it down actually

probably not the day to explain the differences between ai and advanced editing tools huh

I m in excruciating pain

I would like to not

eventually the veneer cracks and people see through.

go to therapy. introspect. chill the fuck out. be good with yourself first, then you can look outwards.

what is the point of a private account when you just repost everything to main 😂

tempted to burn it all down today