I applied to a publishing house internship! Here's to hoping I get it~

For example: I just had the most transformative shrooms trip of my LIFE and it was pretty cool seeing what was beneath the skin.

I forgot then remembered this app existed and a lot has changed for me recently and I have a LOT TO SAY

I had a dream where two legless men were swimming in a public pool and a horse was following menacingly. No one acknowledged the horse, which was weird considering it was the horse that took their legs.

Trying my hand at making (another) Sims 3 medieval legacy. I swear I just want simplicity, no I don't hate myself-

I used to be such a yapper on social media and now I overthink a basic greeting

You know, I have STACKS of sketchbooks from high school and I find myself missing the feeling of filling pages with fun, unserious doodles. I hate how bad experiences can ruin good things

Another fun anniversary is a year ago, I painted one of my favorite pieces! It doesn't really have a name but it's about discomfort and sensory expectations. It's hard to see but there's textile shapes on the canvas as well as just the eye watering discomfort of a giant shrimp exiting your mouth lol

Today is my six year anniversary with my partner ! I'm very grateful to have him through these years. who knows where id be without him?

Okay, does anyone else who makes videos just go dead silent sometimes? Like entire shutdown mode? Is that normal occurrence? I want to make videos more often and actually post them but it seems to me that extended silence would not bode well.

In the middle of recording a test video of a Sims challenge I'm making and got the ick so now it's me and my Sims sitting in silence

Should I work on my mental health or should I start playing sims again?

Rewatched Andor, and I was once again amazed that they just dressed up an entire, step-by-step, anti-authoritarian resistance manual into Star Wars finery and somehow people completely missed that part amidst the *SHINY SPACE AND STUFF.*

Anyone who thinks art isn’t a courageous political act…whew.

Shrimps is bugs

Another fun thing this afternoon, is my body remembering I smoked last night. And suddenly my eyes feel like cellophane. For hours! I was trying to thread a shower head, damn it!

My beautiful Nona helped tremendously with unpacking, both physically and psychologically.

I want the world to feel like when I first listened to "junkyard" by milky chance

First post here, might as well share my visual poetry! My name is Matthew. I'm always trying to write a book. A book about anything at this point xD