I understand bad moods, I understand lashing out, I understand shitty days and reactivity.
I don’t understand systematically undermining other people’s confidence and opportunities to connect with other people and consistently being discreetly vicious for prolonged periods of time.

I passed up a well paid shift this am to do this meeting that I now have to reschedule.
The FUNNIEST part was when my instructor told me to go take the form to preceptor at the hospital. She doesn’t fucking LIVE at the hospital, you twat.

(One red flag about her aside from how she treated me was, she’s been contemplating another baby but she has one son and she was worried that she might have another and thus would end up with TWO daughters in law.
I’m not joking, I heard this worry at least six times.)

The final eval with her and instructor was today. Even tho I sent her a pdf of the final page yesterday asking her to sign it and send it back to me, she didn’t.
Checked in this am to remind her like she asked: she’s at her son’s swim class.

But last week was my final day and I thought I was done with her. She left early and left my paperwork at the charge desk and like a FOOL I didn’t check to make sure she signed it, bc why wouldn’t she sign it? That would be ridiculous!
She didn’t sign it.