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@marymeowgdalena.bsky.social
TW intrusive thoughts and (healing from) depression
It's so interesting you need a certain mood for a cig when you don't have an addiction because when I try to smoke just for the sake of it it's truly just disgusting but when I'm in a mood for it oh it's HITTING
July 20, 2025 at 8:41 AM
It's so interesting you need a certain mood for a cig when you don't have an addiction because when I try to smoke just for the sake of it it's truly just disgusting but when I'm in a mood for it oh it's HITTING
I terrorise back actually
June 15, 2025 at 7:30 PM
I terrorise back actually
I want a summer situationship and to smoke a cig so bad I'm pulling my hair out
June 6, 2025 at 7:52 PM
I want a summer situationship and to smoke a cig so bad I'm pulling my hair out
can people like stop giving me abandonment issues
May 23, 2025 at 10:37 AM
can people like stop giving me abandonment issues
I hate them I hate them why do they hurt me again and again and again why am I nothing to them I hate them
May 20, 2025 at 6:27 PM
I hate them I hate them why do they hurt me again and again and again why am I nothing to them I hate them
If people find it so hard to be in touch with me I will stop messaging/sending gifts/wishing hbd to them then💗 I've had ENOUGH
May 19, 2025 at 6:48 PM
If people find it so hard to be in touch with me I will stop messaging/sending gifts/wishing hbd to them then💗 I've had ENOUGH
Daily affirmation: I'm NOT developing an eating disorder🙏
May 18, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Daily affirmation: I'm NOT developing an eating disorder🙏
Happy binge eating day!
May 18, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Happy binge eating day!
I hate people who ghost I hope they all die
May 17, 2025 at 9:06 PM
I hate people who ghost I hope they all die
starting to count calories was a mistake...
May 10, 2025 at 4:01 PM
starting to count calories was a mistake...
Big tragedy of my life is my desire to shower closed ones with gifts does not match the wage I'm earning😭😭
May 8, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Big tragedy of my life is my desire to shower closed ones with gifts does not match the wage I'm earning😭😭
Just realised this is going to be my first not in depression summer since 2021 LET'S GOOO
April 21, 2025 at 8:00 PM
Just realised this is going to be my first not in depression summer since 2021 LET'S GOOO
Лежать на полу. Недооценено
April 20, 2025 at 7:24 PM
Лежать на полу. Недооценено
Father laughed at me for weighing milk for my coffee and then asked mockingly if i also weight the water I drink as if he's not the one constantly making comments on women's appearances and shamelessly calling them ugly
April 19, 2025 at 6:34 AM
Father laughed at me for weighing milk for my coffee and then asked mockingly if i also weight the water I drink as if he's not the one constantly making comments on women's appearances and shamelessly calling them ugly
I hate being on period it's so uncomfortable and I feel so much pain and my life just completely stops for few days because I can't do anything
April 4, 2025 at 3:49 PM
I hate being on period it's so uncomfortable and I feel so much pain and my life just completely stops for few days because I can't do anything
I'm learning to be brave this year: calling out people acting shitty towards me, asking for a raise at work, trying new scary things, facing hard experiences instead of shutting down. It's baby steps but for me it's really big!
March 29, 2025 at 5:56 PM
I'm learning to be brave this year: calling out people acting shitty towards me, asking for a raise at work, trying new scary things, facing hard experiences instead of shutting down. It's baby steps but for me it's really big!
I'm 2 kg away from my diet goal but I'm getting tireddddd of it. I was truly fine for all these months but now I'm starting to feel I'm emotionally drained from limiting myself. Maybe I should stop for the rest of the month and then just see what happens
March 20, 2025 at 6:44 PM
I'm 2 kg away from my diet goal but I'm getting tireddddd of it. I was truly fine for all these months but now I'm starting to feel I'm emotionally drained from limiting myself. Maybe I should stop for the rest of the month and then just see what happens
Took a day off from work, barely slept during the night, grandma came at 7am. Now we are guarding my father from drinking alcohol again. It's so fucking scary, no one ever should have to experience this type of horror from a family member
March 14, 2025 at 4:17 AM
Took a day off from work, barely slept during the night, grandma came at 7am. Now we are guarding my father from drinking alcohol again. It's so fucking scary, no one ever should have to experience this type of horror from a family member
They should claim me a saint considering all the miseries I go through
March 12, 2025 at 6:52 PM
They should claim me a saint considering all the miseries I go through
плохо очень плохо невозможно терпеть
March 12, 2025 at 10:27 AM
плохо очень плохо невозможно терпеть
Worst days. I'm at work 5 hours early because I was too anxious staying at home with my father heavy drinking
March 12, 2025 at 3:42 AM
Worst days. I'm at work 5 hours early because I was too anxious staying at home with my father heavy drinking
I had a really, really bad day today. Cried out of exhaustion by the end of it. It wasn't physical I just couldn't handle being alive today. Too much pain and struggles in this world I can't ignore. And the worst part is I don't think tomorrow will be any different. Going to sleep with a heavy heart
March 9, 2025 at 7:25 PM
I had a really, really bad day today. Cried out of exhaustion by the end of it. It wasn't physical I just couldn't handle being alive today. Too much pain and struggles in this world I can't ignore. And the worst part is I don't think tomorrow will be any different. Going to sleep with a heavy heart
At home, outside on the street, at the pool - today all men smelled like alcohol. Disgusting
March 9, 2025 at 6:23 PM
At home, outside on the street, at the pool - today all men smelled like alcohol. Disgusting