Martin
martinmanhunter.bsky.social
Martin
@martinmanhunter.bsky.social
Separated (single-ish?) GWM, Libra, comic book geek, forever DM, TTRPG Map obsessed (Loke battlemats are the greatest!), GM Toolkit subscriber
I've been telling this to people for YEARS.

I also don't do business with Hobby Lobby, Papa John's, or Chik-Fil-A for the same reason.
December 12, 2025 at 9:29 PM
Current mood:

P!nk's "Who Knew"

You were my entire life, and now I feel like I'm nothing without you.

youtu.be/NJWIbIe0N90?...

I'm trying to move on, but I just can't. FML
P!nk - Who Knew (Official Video)
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December 11, 2025 at 2:29 PM
Starting an OnlyFans.

We'll see how that goes. I'm feeling apprehensive about it, but you know what they say about doing the things that scare you the most...

I might be promoting it here, so it'll likely be NSFW stuff when I do. I'm waiting until I have content to post. LoL

You have been warned.
December 10, 2025 at 2:50 AM
When my meds r working (1 Rx & 2 OTC) + my mind is strong enough, my pain is as low as 4 (1-10 scale) when I'm not trying to sleep. Then it's a 7.

I should b on stronger scripts, but I was afraid of addiction. Now, I feel that I should've risked it.

Some days, it's painful just getting out of bed.
December 8, 2025 at 7:57 PM
Trying something new with a D&D game, or rather two of them.

2 games, 1 campaign. Both groups can affect what happens in the other group. Actions have consequences.

A living campaign. 2 separate groups working towards the same goal, sort of, unaware (in game) that the other group exists (for now).
December 7, 2025 at 2:34 PM
A poem:

I saw you the other day.
There was a twinkle in your eyes that I hadn't seen in a long time.
Your step, lighter
Your heart, brighter
You had that long lost smile.

I wanted to say hello.
I really did.
But you didn't see me,
I didn't approach.

I realized why you were happier:
Without me.
November 30, 2025 at 2:02 AM
Late posting, but thank you to my friend, Dave, & his lovely extended family, for welcoming me to their Thanksgiving dinner/feast with open arms, togetherness & love.

Most of these people have only met me a few times & they still treated me like I was part of the family.

Thank you, to all of you.
November 29, 2025 at 7:04 PM
Not going to lie: I've not been happy with my life for a while now.

I'm trying, however, to see some good in the future... Wherever that may find me.
November 26, 2025 at 4:21 PM
Summed up in ONE sentence.
November 25, 2025 at 6:05 PM
How can I no longer be the sad, pathetic, pitiful joke of a man that they think I am, that is... when they actually think of me at all?

Yes, I know that I'm usually an irritating and despised afterthought to them when I pop into their heads, but how can I change what they always think of me?
November 21, 2025 at 10:06 PM
I've heard from a couple of people that the hallmark of a really good day is not seeing me, hearing from me, or even thinking about me.

So, if you read this post, then I'm sorry that you aren't having a really good day.

In other words, I guess I'm at least good for something, right?
November 21, 2025 at 2:01 PM
Recently purged a lot of my posts here, as no one fucking cares what I have to say, and at best, it was just a live journaling of the end of my marriage, step by step.

No one commented. Pretty sure no one read any of them, so no one's missing out on anything

Have a great life.
November 18, 2025 at 12:24 AM
I hate the fact that I'm alone & lonely.

I push away the 1 person trying to be kind to me because I feel that his heart isn't into it, just a misplaced sense of duty.

I don't want to feel like someone has to spend time with me. Do it because you want to, not because you feel guilty if you don't.
November 17, 2025 at 6:49 PM
Wanted: A currently single monogamy inclined hairy otter or muscle bear BB top man chaser w/a beard, nipple rings & Prince Albert piercing, who is in his 30s to 50s, is at least 5'8", has 7"+ in his pants & likes to kiss.

Am I crazy? Or is this too much to ask for in a potential partner?
November 17, 2025 at 3:02 AM
My friend Aaron Maas made a meme (see below). Please feel free to copy and share! Let's get this thing viral ASAP.
November 12, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Now accepting boyfriend applications:

Prefer Top Men 30-60ish
At least 5'7", <300 lbs, >6"
Affectionate
Local (Greater Cincinnati area, or willing to relocate)
"Handsome" (this is subjective)
Has geek interests (i.e. comic books and Dungeons & Dragons)
Openly gay or bisexual

Inquire within.
November 4, 2025 at 2:15 AM
I don't want to be the "Pick Me" guy, but dammit, I wish that someone would.
October 22, 2025 at 12:28 AM
October 21, 2025 at 1:14 AM
Reposted by Martin
you know what's interesting is i don't often reach out to people just to say hey because i didn't want to be a bother.

I've somehow built into my psyche the idea that even reminding people i exist is somehow an inconvenience to them.

i think that's partly why i go dormant on discord
October 2, 2025 at 12:50 PM
In the hospital still. Held overnight for observation, as my O2 stats were lower than desired.

Feeling okay in terms of pain management. Voice is hoarse & a tad crunchy. Typing is firmly 1 handed.

Didn't expect to be here overnight, so no phone charger. (Thank you, Manoj, for the loan overnight.)
September 13, 2025 at 3:00 PM
Surgery day is today.

I'll post updates once I'm out of surgery, recovering & cognizant of my surroundings.

If this is the last post that u ever see, then know that I probably didn't survive the surgery & that my husband is hopefully now rich enough to not worry, due to life insurance payouts.
September 12, 2025 at 1:47 PM
August 31, 2025 at 12:54 PM
And now back to your regularly scheduled "Happy To Be Alive Martin." You may resume your scrolling. Have a great Labor Day Weekend, everyone! Much love and many hugs!
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August 30, 2025 at 10:31 PM
I'm fine. I'm totally fine.
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August 30, 2025 at 9:35 PM