My husband last night after telling me the work around for no cell phone use: "I can't be fired for following policy, I can only be the reason new policy is written."

I keep reminding myself this weekend - regular people lived through the collapse of Rome. Wild time to be alive.

Re-watching Dinotopia....why can't I *manifest* that into my life. I wanna help raise dinos and enjoy a community with dinos and (clearly psychedelic fueled) spiritual awakenings.

3) Focus on strength & health, not weight loss specifically. (Obviously, work towards a healthier BMI, but do what makes your body feel strong and healthy!)
4) Enter at least 1 art show this year with your stained glass

2) Low buy year: decrease my consumption. I have so much already. My rules:
- No new clothes or shoes
- Buy to fix, replace, or (in the case of my art) finish
- Eat out / coffee less, for socializing, not convience
- Low buy Xmas 2025 - focus on handmade gifts and mutual aid endeavors

While screaming into the void, I might as well make some New Years resolutions:
1) Use my voice - say how I feel gently, but firmly with those around me. Speak out against racism, fascism, and injustices I see in the world. Stand with marginalized communities and build my mutual aid network.)

Apparently, it's the anxiety and how I process things - but there is a constant narration in my head. The narrator is still 18. The outside wrapping is not.