i csnt do anything righttt

resisting so hard to just go Ok now kill me this is an important step

working on jess the funny squad is equivalent to putting a gun to my head

(i had a change of heart)

no one gaf ok.....

shut oup

i guess im just scared of losing people,,,, scared ill scare people i love away and ill be alone again,, so i constantly apologise and check to make sure im doing things right but that just makes people feel uncomfortable ,, i think,, X[

had 2 stop mysself from crying on call cause i felt stupid and like i wasnt deserving of the love i was being given,, oughh X[ hate feeling so weak

sighe i just lovev everywun and im scared everyone doesnt feel the same

i hate apologising for everything i do because i cant tell if ive upset someone or not,,, im living in fear every second every day and it doesnt rlly go away!!!

every mistake i make makes me feel that i dont deserve love or support from the people that care about me,, :-[

im overthinking everything i do and wondering how itll make people feel and worrying every second how wgat i say and do will make people think of me and its super scary and stressful and exhausting all the time!!