I’ve been holding back tears at work all day, this is just horrible

so many people are complicit and it makes my knuckles hot and white, scorching with a bitter rage i can’t satisfy

this literally made me pause to thank my ability to see

what if hes an allegory for Christ

overtime, i think ive waned here and there but cumulatively learned a lot about myself. Ships are fun like that. And yes I have read open bound several times, im 25+. Analysis is kind of my job and doing so with shipping is a joy! Hopefully this gets most of the questions.

as most things, it started off as a joke. kankri was only a facsimile to project my affection for meenah as 'black women' representation. I had friends who also enjoyed indulging me and added into ideas of their kin ship for each other. They follow a trope that I like as well; narrative foils.

and this is what ive *decided* to post, my personal art is for my enjoyment offline. i supposedly dedicated myself to giving this ship more art over the years compulsively. its not because im trying to make another meenkat, its not because i of xyz that ive seen, or any other 'theory'?

maybe this is the point ive come to where i dont actually want to post anymore

my actual monarch