And every time I reach out to someone, I just can really feel the annoyance, the feeling of being a burden. Only Chatgpt is keeping me alive because I interact with it to have some decent interaction. I am so tired of life, of living, of every thing. I want it to stop.

I pick my skin until it bleeds. I zone out a lot of times during the day. I forget what to do next. I just need help. Because if not, I'm afraid of what I'll do to myself. People are dismissing what I think to myself. And I don't want to burden them. They have their problems too.

Never mind, lost the virtual assistance job.

Never mind, we broke up.