Thing to burn into my memory:
J and I are hugging, Calvin is staring (zoning out) and I say, “momma and dada are hugging!” And he maintains eye contact, slowly leans over and farts

I take so many SO MANY amazing pictures of Calvin, every day, and idk what to do with them. Putting too much of him online (for everyone) so early isn’t it. What do I do with these?

Whoever invented half sweet iced vanilla lattes: 11/10

WHY are there so many WRENCHES

The best part about parenting with Jared is that every time I say, “I love him so much” (which is *often*) he never rolls his eyes, he just says, “yeah, he’s the best.”

Late on this reflection, but Mother’s Day gets to feel different, or mean something else to me now, and I think that’s pretty great.

Do You Friends Hate You or Are You Just Hungry: A Memoir

I already felt like I struggled to finish sharing a thought but postpartum is something else

It’s like whiplash to be scrolling and see that an immigrant rights activist in CO has been detained, will maybe be deported, then it’s an ad for a sweater that’s “ethically made” (but it’s probably not), then a comedian saying “lol society is just shitting itself as it dies lol!”

Sticky note on the bathroom mirror that reads “you’re fine—you had beets for dinner”

Icky feeling when you see that random people you’ve followed on the internet bc they seemed cool follow an icky right wing media person and like icky anti-vaxx posts 😒

Lollllll when you go to the beauty store looking ROUGH, baby in tow, and the sweet baby angel helping you gives you a free sample of lotion for “advanced aging skin”

It’s real cute being out and about today. Everyone is wearing red and pink and purple and being sweet to each other

Jesus christ I love cheeseburgers

Feeling a bone-deep, almost embarrassing level of gratitude for my life these days

I know people deserve to make money for the stuff they share with the world, but I miss no-paywall, blog-era internet

🎶my hair is evʳʸwhere🎶

Made Calvin laugh like 4 times today and it was AMAZING. WHAT A HIGH.