And I didn’t have any energy for myself to even do any art or do anything creative outside work. My brain and soul craves to create. And mind you I was making BANK but I was so antsy and eager to create that it was affecting my mood at work.

Also being unemployed more frequently has not been fun. But when I was doing 6 month contracts back to back I looked at the two years that I was doing that and I was disappointed and sad as I put all my energy into these big projects I didn’t really have any creative input on.

I’m slowly transitioning from depending on film & tv projects and focusing more on freelancing and creative projects where I can have more creative control. It’s been very stressful but I think it’s where I flourish

But I’m getting organised and writing video outlines and stuff and I’m going to be sticking to a consistent schedule of a YouTube video every week