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@marbledump.bsky.social
Mind dump account for @kaythemarble.bsky.social (TW: a number of dark topics (mixed in severity) + occasional politics)
DNI IF NOT MUTUALS WITH MAIN; I MEAN IT.
DNI IF NOT MUTUALS WITH MAIN; I MEAN IT.
the gd editor is such a good way to actually just express my emotions and especially like the thoughts of self harm/suicide or worthlessness or hopelessness or my fear of specifically the afterlife making everything in my life a living hell and making literally everything i do invoke fear into me
November 23, 2025 at 5:34 AM
the gd editor is such a good way to actually just express my emotions and especially like the thoughts of self harm/suicide or worthlessness or hopelessness or my fear of specifically the afterlife making everything in my life a living hell and making literally everything i do invoke fear into me
also really random side tangent from the last post but oh my god i hate spotifys layout so much it feels so infuriating to navigate sometimes especially with like the search tab lol
November 4, 2025 at 5:05 AM
also really random side tangent from the last post but oh my god i hate spotifys layout so much it feels so infuriating to navigate sometimes especially with like the search tab lol
i hate how some achievements get completely overshadowed by others in a friend group because they spent a lot less time than another person on some achievement or did something more impressive bc ive had this happen numerous times now and even today it did and just kinda made me feel demotivated and
November 4, 2025 at 5:01 AM
i hate how some achievements get completely overshadowed by others in a friend group because they spent a lot less time than another person on some achievement or did something more impressive bc ive had this happen numerous times now and even today it did and just kinda made me feel demotivated and
i hate stairs i nearly broke my leg like an hour ago because of them if i didn't like catch myself my leg would've probably been at a different angle than its supposed to be omg 😭
November 1, 2025 at 5:59 AM
i hate stairs i nearly broke my leg like an hour ago because of them if i didn't like catch myself my leg would've probably been at a different angle than its supposed to be omg 😭
been sitting at a train station for the past hour oh my god this is tedious
October 10, 2025 at 8:01 PM
been sitting at a train station for the past hour oh my god this is tedious
love how im having fun with people in a vc and then my head starts pounding like crazy out of nowhere
October 9, 2025 at 4:33 AM
love how im having fun with people in a vc and then my head starts pounding like crazy out of nowhere
it waaaas neither! it was instead the lamest day ever awesome
well todays either gonna be the best day ever or the worst day for my social anxiety
October 5, 2025 at 7:14 PM
it waaaas neither! it was instead the lamest day ever awesome
well todays either gonna be the best day ever or the worst day for my social anxiety
October 5, 2025 at 4:28 PM
well todays either gonna be the best day ever or the worst day for my social anxiety
that being said i am doing a lot better rn lol
September 26, 2025 at 4:55 AM
that being said i am doing a lot better rn lol
actually ive been told and mocked before in vcs directly to me that i repeat stuff too much and that im not funny in the past month and a half
ive been told in dms some of the most mentally damaging things that ive been told by anyone
i was told in a public server to kill myself
and another to
ive been told in dms some of the most mentally damaging things that ive been told by anyone
i was told in a public server to kill myself
and another to
and got sent into a full blown pannick attack and all three happening (two in the same day by different people) was the final straw of me needing a damn near full break from social media lol
September 26, 2025 at 4:53 AM
actually ive been told and mocked before in vcs directly to me that i repeat stuff too much and that im not funny in the past month and a half
ive been told in dms some of the most mentally damaging things that ive been told by anyone
i was told in a public server to kill myself
and another to
ive been told in dms some of the most mentally damaging things that ive been told by anyone
i was told in a public server to kill myself
and another to
jamming out to music questioning life decisions except positive this time because how the hell did i manage to actually get hrt before most of my extremely close friends 😭
September 18, 2025 at 2:40 AM
jamming out to music questioning life decisions except positive this time because how the hell did i manage to actually get hrt before most of my extremely close friends 😭
welp one month until i get either disappointed by someone yet again or just have a good day or something
August 20, 2025 at 10:29 PM
welp one month until i get either disappointed by someone yet again or just have a good day or something
high school done early next month maybe
stupid fucking retakes on physics lessons making it impossible to finish this month :(
stupid fucking retakes on physics lessons making it impossible to finish this month :(
August 19, 2025 at 2:55 AM
high school done early next month maybe
stupid fucking retakes on physics lessons making it impossible to finish this month :(
stupid fucking retakes on physics lessons making it impossible to finish this month :(
i am so so so tired but im not gonna sleep just yet bc of smth lmao
August 18, 2025 at 5:36 AM
i am so so so tired but im not gonna sleep just yet bc of smth lmao
lol my grandma is being blatantly racist again within a week of coming back home
i love life
i love life
August 18, 2025 at 12:41 AM
lol my grandma is being blatantly racist again within a week of coming back home
i love life
i love life
lol yet again my parents deny that i 1 might have adhd and need to get cjecked for it and 2 i literally CANNOT SEE OUT OF ONE OF MY EYES fml
August 17, 2025 at 4:29 AM
lol yet again my parents deny that i 1 might have adhd and need to get cjecked for it and 2 i literally CANNOT SEE OUT OF ONE OF MY EYES fml
well i wish i didnt learn that about someone i know but uh its fine we talked about it its all good lmao
August 13, 2025 at 5:27 AM
well i wish i didnt learn that about someone i know but uh its fine we talked about it its all good lmao
why do i have such a hard time talking to people at all omg
August 9, 2025 at 5:31 AM
why do i have such a hard time talking to people at all omg
lol i turned the brightness on my computer to 0 like a fucking idiot now its 3am and idk if im gonna be able to sleep because od that i hate myself so much rn
August 7, 2025 at 7:13 AM
lol i turned the brightness on my computer to 0 like a fucking idiot now its 3am and idk if im gonna be able to sleep because od that i hate myself so much rn
i need an actual gc that i can feel like im a part of because rn the one im active in a just dont feel like i belong? idk
August 7, 2025 at 2:25 AM
i need an actual gc that i can feel like im a part of because rn the one im active in a just dont feel like i belong? idk
remembering what happened last time and nope im not its not happening i cant try it for the life of me because of what my ex(es) did to me before
bestie of mine is really making me question if i wanna try poly again god damnit😭
August 6, 2025 at 10:30 PM
remembering what happened last time and nope im not its not happening i cant try it for the life of me because of what my ex(es) did to me before
bestie of mine is really making me question if i wanna try poly again god damnit😭
August 5, 2025 at 9:47 PM
bestie of mine is really making me question if i wanna try poly again god damnit😭
also final thing but i feel like i never vc with peopld for my own enjoyment anymore its always like just to keep another person company or make them happy instead because im just
not happy with anything rn and havent been for like a month outside of the hrt stuff
not happy with anything rn and havent been for like a month outside of the hrt stuff
July 31, 2025 at 6:20 AM
also final thing but i feel like i never vc with peopld for my own enjoyment anymore its always like just to keep another person company or make them happy instead because im just
not happy with anything rn and havent been for like a month outside of the hrt stuff
not happy with anything rn and havent been for like a month outside of the hrt stuff
also idk why people are around me at all when all i do is bitch and whine about myself
July 31, 2025 at 6:06 AM
also idk why people are around me at all when all i do is bitch and whine about myself
i need to stop talking about specific people here because just
it only maks my thoughts on what they think about me worse and i dont want that at all
it only maks my thoughts on what they think about me worse and i dont want that at all
July 31, 2025 at 6:02 AM
i need to stop talking about specific people here because just
it only maks my thoughts on what they think about me worse and i dont want that at all
it only maks my thoughts on what they think about me worse and i dont want that at all