Also sometimes when I write in Polish I need to write some parts in English bc they sound better????

I just don't feel myself last few days, maybe weeks

And of course Liam passed away so I'm grieving him very much

I have a lot of documents to do
I've had an argument with my mom and we don't talk almost a week now
And I really just wanna go somewhere far far far away

More often than in the recent years I'm thinking about kms and its terrifying
My back are really hurting and bc my job I can't go to the doctor and the woman I'm working with is off like...3 weeks?
And I'm working with group of 3 years old kids (20-26 of them) so 9h day is really bad