Done ranting sorry

✌️✌️✌️ whatever I don’t even gaf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss my friend and I miss my dad and I’m sad and scared and just feel like shit

I get the smallest reminders of their awful existence everywhere i look, I hate being reminded of the person that actually ruined me

I hate them so much I cannot believe I let that shit go on for so long. I wanted nothing more than to just kill myself the entire time I was with them and of course I just stayed I just want them gone

I want them gone and I want them to feel the pain I went through when I was suffering through that stupid relationship

They disrespected me to a deep level and never understood or followed the boundaries I set and then had the AUDACITY to say I never communicated. They decided complaining to someone else about OUR relationship was better than just telling me. fuck you??

I hate them so much and I still feel bad about it but I have so much hatred and anger towards them

I want them out of my life forever I wish I never met them at all I never wanted this I feel disgusting and pathetic and useless

I never get freedom or get to make decisions for myself everything I always about my fucking brother EVERYTHING is about him I get literally nothing for myself

I get an entire lecture and yelled at while my mom gets to play victim after I call her out on SOMETHING COMPLETELY TRUE

I should’ve ran as far away as I cotos when I saw the way they treated their other ex bf

Whatever goodnight tomorrow will be better i hope