I vented at a safe space sub but I was replied to with an ai-generated response by 2 different people. I don't know what to feel. I guess it's the effort that counts 🥲
August 21, 2025 at 7:54 AM
I vented at a safe space sub but I was replied to with an ai-generated response by 2 different people. I don't know what to feel. I guess it's the effort that counts 🥲
Finally told my parents. It was really unplanned. They forced me to say it. And now I feel even more dead. I wish my dad or my mom won't have a heart attack or stroke because of it. Gusto ko na lang talaga maglaho 😔
August 21, 2025 at 6:23 AM
Finally told my parents. It was really unplanned. They forced me to say it. And now I feel even more dead. I wish my dad or my mom won't have a heart attack or stroke because of it. Gusto ko na lang talaga maglaho 😔
Bakit ba kasi ang mahal mabuhay 😔 With my obsession towards accuracy, yung napipisil ko pang psych has an initial fee of 4k. Wala pa gamot dun. Hayyy kung pwede lang magpa-euthanize na lang e.
August 19, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Bakit ba kasi ang mahal mabuhay 😔 With my obsession towards accuracy, yung napipisil ko pang psych has an initial fee of 4k. Wala pa gamot dun. Hayyy kung pwede lang magpa-euthanize na lang e.
Sad that oftentimes we only mourn when it's in the past. But when the abuse/oppression is ongoing, patay malisya lang.
August 9, 2025 at 2:28 AM
Sad that oftentimes we only mourn when it's in the past. But when the abuse/oppression is ongoing, patay malisya lang.
I am not good with words. I could only speak with passion.
August 8, 2025 at 1:03 AM
I am not good with words. I could only speak with passion.
Nakakagalit na talaga ang US and yet, many filos still worship them (including my fam). This world sure is hopeless.
June 22, 2025 at 9:18 AM
Nakakagalit na talaga ang US and yet, many filos still worship them (including my fam). This world sure is hopeless.
I hate it when people dismiss my reality just cos it's something they were able to manage or claim to understand (the other party). It makes me feel that my trauma is just all drama to make a big deal of. So tired of proving that my trauma is real to mentally privileged people.
May 31, 2025 at 11:26 AM
I hate it when people dismiss my reality just cos it's something they were able to manage or claim to understand (the other party). It makes me feel that my trauma is just all drama to make a big deal of. So tired of proving that my trauma is real to mentally privileged people.
First time having a dream last night that's related to my trauma. And involved 2 kids I'm not familiar with. It's just too odd and vivid.
May 19, 2025 at 3:25 AM
First time having a dream last night that's related to my trauma. And involved 2 kids I'm not familiar with. It's just too odd and vivid.
Maybe in the end, I should tell mama everything because I've been imploding so bad 😢
May 17, 2025 at 6:07 AM
Maybe in the end, I should tell mama everything because I've been imploding so bad 😢
Tomorrow is my mom's 70th birthday. While I'm thankful for her life, I just can't be there with my bro present. Already did my part by cooking some stuff for her. I'm feeling guilty but being there could really cost me my sanity. I hate how cursed I am and they would never know why.
April 25, 2025 at 2:21 PM
Tomorrow is my mom's 70th birthday. While I'm thankful for her life, I just can't be there with my bro present. Already did my part by cooking some stuff for her. I'm feeling guilty but being there could really cost me my sanity. I hate how cursed I am and they would never know why.
No wonder I'm dissociating heavily.
April 20, 2025 at 11:47 AM
No wonder I'm dissociating heavily.
She likes being with me but she doesn't want me to talk about my problems by changing topics. So sorry, I'm tired of pretending to be okay.
April 13, 2025 at 4:44 AM
She likes being with me but she doesn't want me to talk about my problems by changing topics. So sorry, I'm tired of pretending to be okay.
So pissed at my dad to the point that I wish to di3. His mood swings trigger the hell out of me.
April 9, 2025 at 1:35 PM
So pissed at my dad to the point that I wish to di3. His mood swings trigger the hell out of me.
I'm tired of dealing with emotional flashbacks every single day 🥹
April 6, 2025 at 8:18 AM
I'm tired of dealing with emotional flashbacks every single day 🥹
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When people say they're using AI because they don't want to get professionally left behind in this era of tech I'm like you do realize the whole point of AI is to fire people. You're training the machines they're building to fire you
March 22, 2025 at 3:10 AM
When people say they're using AI because they don't want to get professionally left behind in this era of tech I'm like you do realize the whole point of AI is to fire people. You're training the machines they're building to fire you
I'm back at being depressed and sensitive again. Oh, life.
March 22, 2025 at 3:53 AM
I'm back at being depressed and sensitive again. Oh, life.
Feeling slightly calmer these days. But the fear of a random trigger ruining it all for me still lingers. Having a peaceful mind and body is such a privilege.
March 15, 2025 at 1:55 AM
Feeling slightly calmer these days. But the fear of a random trigger ruining it all for me still lingers. Having a peaceful mind and body is such a privilege.
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Sometimes we feel childlike in trauma recovery because we're in emotional flashback.
But other times we feel childlike in trauma recovery because we're literally catching up on emotional & psychological development we didn't have the safety or support to realize as kids.
But other times we feel childlike in trauma recovery because we're literally catching up on emotional & psychological development we didn't have the safety or support to realize as kids.
March 12, 2025 at 3:30 PM
Sometimes we feel childlike in trauma recovery because we're in emotional flashback.
But other times we feel childlike in trauma recovery because we're literally catching up on emotional & psychological development we didn't have the safety or support to realize as kids.
But other times we feel childlike in trauma recovery because we're literally catching up on emotional & psychological development we didn't have the safety or support to realize as kids.
Di ko na nai-imagine na magtatagal pa ako dito sa mundo. Unlike before, di ko na rin talaga nakikita yung sarili ko sa hinaharap. Sana soon, makapagpahinga na nang tuluyan.
March 1, 2025 at 12:45 AM
Di ko na nai-imagine na magtatagal pa ako dito sa mundo. Unlike before, di ko na rin talaga nakikita yung sarili ko sa hinaharap. Sana soon, makapagpahinga na nang tuluyan.
Since I can't afford psych consults, I've been using Deepseek more and undeniably, the responses have been really enlightening so far. I feel guilty though knowing that a-i is harmful to the environment but as a broke person, it's the only thing accessible for my needs. Tss. The world ain't healing.
March 1, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Since I can't afford psych consults, I've been using Deepseek more and undeniably, the responses have been really enlightening so far. I feel guilty though knowing that a-i is harmful to the environment but as a broke person, it's the only thing accessible for my needs. Tss. The world ain't healing.
Been crying a lot since yesterday. It's just acceptable how my kind aunt has developed leukemia. How I wish I could take all her illness away 😢
February 28, 2025 at 7:18 AM
Been crying a lot since yesterday. It's just acceptable how my kind aunt has developed leukemia. How I wish I could take all her illness away 😢
Nakakapagod na lang talaga. Baka mauna pang sumuko utak ko sa puso ko.
February 26, 2025 at 4:36 AM
Nakakapagod na lang talaga. Baka mauna pang sumuko utak ko sa puso ko.
Had a weird sleep paralysis. Some invisible spirit was tickling both my armpits. I was scared that I wondered if there was indeed a presence of an evil spirit until I woke up and thankfully, the tickling torture was over. Tried to research about this exp and it's stb a case of sensory hallucination.
February 17, 2025 at 11:27 PM
Had a weird sleep paralysis. Some invisible spirit was tickling both my armpits. I was scared that I wondered if there was indeed a presence of an evil spirit until I woke up and thankfully, the tickling torture was over. Tried to research about this exp and it's stb a case of sensory hallucination.