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mamiischeese.bsky.social
Mami🧁🧁🧁🧁🧁🍰
@mamiischeese.bsky.social
My names mami I think,. (Parody account I guess, dunno.)
I get so attached to people, I get so clingy to others as if I was a bee that pinned their stinger right into a person's arm. Feeling like I could die the second I get removed. But when I get pinned to someone it hurts them as well, and I don't know if I should latch on.
November 16, 2024 at 11:02 AM
Love is an awful thing, love is everything I hate. But with everything else I could never escape. Even the simplest acts of kindness gives me hope for something. But. I know that's what I don't want and I know that's what they don't want. I'm just overlooking my feelings.
November 16, 2024 at 11:00 AM
It eats me, it eats me whole knowing I'm always looking back.. and I don't know how to say it to others, I just don't.

Now, another thought I had was about love. Which is a whole nother can of worms. A whole fat glob of worms that tie themselves by accident.
November 16, 2024 at 10:58 AM
Always clinging and never holding back from the things that I always think; "oh those were some fun memories!"

They put me into a loop of just . Just looking at myself and knowing how garbage I am..
November 16, 2024 at 10:56 AM
And another thought I have is that I keep on dwelling on the past, I keep on thinking about the things that made me happy and I always, always try to refuse looking forward

I don't know why, I don't know how. But I hate being aware of this, knowing I couldn't do anything about it
November 16, 2024 at 10:54 AM
Am I just different than anyone else? Different than others? I've always apologized. And I wanna apologize to anyone who sees this, I know my ramblings are weird but these are the thoughts i have daily..
November 16, 2024 at 10:53 AM
Ever since I was born I apologized, I always keep on saying "sorry" or going with people's flow. I always keep on saying "wait no I'm sorry" or I get so weird or just. Why??
November 16, 2024 at 10:52 AM
Why do I apologize so often? I know that I haven't done anything wrong. I know people understand but, I feel like I've been growing more and more distant on whether I'm really just. I don't know?
November 16, 2024 at 10:51 AM
Treat my account here as if it were a backstage, when the party ends and you're talking with a friend you haven't talked to awhile.. when you finally end the day and hop on call with a friend, you know?
November 8, 2024 at 10:47 AM
blep
October 18, 2024 at 3:16 AM