Man, already off to bad start today. I slept in and just woke up only to remember I have to make a 2 hour drive for New Years tomorrow. And I need to buy/bring a lot of things because it's gonna be a barbeque cook out with a bonfire.

Today's been one of the most laziest days i ever had and I cant tell if it was just my ADHD or possibly something else. How tf did I spend all day just laying in bed?

It's weird trying to be more social nowadays. Not in a bad way, just outside of the norm for me. It's a genuine problem I have to fix tho because hell, not even my friends know what Im up to. It was sort of a hurtful wakeup call being told that they barely text me cuz im so busy to text back.

I feel like im either paranoid and gaslighting myself, or some artists have blocked me already. Which sucks cuz im trying not to seem like a bot here and yet today it seems like the amount of people I followed got lower than yesterday.

God damn it's so time consuming following everyone here after what just happened on the shitty bird app.