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Honestly I'm just tired of having to walk out my door or post anything creative on social media with the fear of either getting the wrong attention or, of course, getting robbed. No one taught me how to defend myself, nor to even deal with what comes with Autism.

I'm sorry I misjudged you.
I just know from my own experience that disability, especially in the Black community, are jokes, excuses, and burdens. Let alone charities.
I was raised not to be a statistic, but it's tough when my physical abnormality is not accepted as worthy of anything.

I'm sorry, but the only way I can ever go forward is getting rid of my disabilities (including Autism).
At last you don't have to deal with disabilities alone, like I have, while trying your hardest to protect yourself.
You have to understand that love.

I do understand, however here's the difference, even as an individual.
1) I live with a life-long physical disability, and 2) I have NO ONE help me and support me. All I have is myself, nobody does shit for me, but me.
I've been fighting so hard throughout my life dealing with my disability.

That was drained with my last relationship. I'm not sure what to say or do, other than to continue to be nothing but just an admirer to him and his art.
His art has really helped me throughout my life, but now my overthinking is really complicating my life, in which I don't have one still. #mylife

Would this love and/or infatuation I have for this person even matter or be valid?
I've said all I can say and to no response.
So what am I really supposed to think and do, other than to try to detach and let go.
It's beginning to take a toll on my mental health, along with the energy...

I see some signs, but I don't make decisions based on fantasy, delusion, and intangible things.
It has to be direct or its nothing at all. It's worse enough that I LOOK stupid.
So would my feelings really matter if it's gonna be rejected anyway, because that same person might not feel the same?

What in the How High Ivory...??? 🤣🤣🤣